you know what i don't like? writers that are too flowery with their language to the point where it sounds unnatural. if you use big words in everyday situations, use them. but when you bend it to the point where you lose your voice in the hopes of sounding more intelligent, i'm annoyed.
school sucks. but whatever, that's the way it's been since before the dawn of civilization, you know? i'm here and i'm queer. or whatever. i'm ready for march to be over. oh wait it just started. antoinette will be here in.. 18 days? i wish i could be in new york with my family this weekend but i won't be.
i'm becoming a ballet fiend. after my one hour class is over i stay and to another one. i'm contemplating going to the monday/tuesday classes as well, meaning four days a week of ballet, for about one to two hours a a day. ahhh, what a dream! i love how i feel doing it. i love how graceful you feel and in control. and the way your body moves so fluidly. and i love my classmates! we've all gotten close and shared stories and our fears and i feel like i'm a kid in the ballet classes i should have taken long ago but never did. because of fear. which is so stupid, it makes me wonder how different my life would be if i wouldn't let fear get in the way.
i'm returning my computer tomorrow and getting the BRAND NEW macbook pro. it will be beautiful and will work at top speeds and i will name it something very clever and fitting.
i was at starbucks and a man in a trenchcoat near me and morning stared at me the entire time he was sitting there. not in a flattering way. but morning walked in after he left (she'd been on the phone) and was like "dude that guy was flat at staring at you the whole time." i'm aware. creepers always stare at me. not fun ones that are like 22 and in a fraternity, like 40 year old men still living with their mothers with weak jawlines and a fetish for the matrix.
i'm kind of catching up on my work for school but not really. it's impossible to convince myself to do work that has no REAL deadline, just a "turn it in as soon as you can" stamp on it. i'll do my best to convince myself otherwise.
watched blue crush, pumped for hawaii.
is there any other news? not that i can think of.