As the others slept inside.

ok, yeah, i haven't posted any real posts in a while. i've been busy updating my secret secret xanga and devart and myspace and things. also, play practice has caused much late practiceness etc. so i haven't been relaxing/posting very often.
i discovered a band today. phoebe, this girl on crew, has was playing this CD with some wicked bad stuff on it, so i asked her who it was. the dresden dolls, she says. so i say to myself, i say, i think i should go home and download some of that. since it's so sweet. so i did. definately some good shiznit right there.
what else, what else...
winter formal has come and gone. it was so much fun this year, way better than last years, and i am STILL having withdrawl issues. colin was an awesome date and i'm really lucky that i got to bring him. :]
let's see...
i've gotten some pledges from a few people who are willing to help me save money to buy another camera. TEAR. so, there you are. thanks to those assisting me.
anyway, i'm going to go since i don't have much else to say.
so there you go. an update, in short, of my life.

no no it can't BE!!!

ok so my camera got lost/ stolen/ i don't quite know what. and it was during the slow dance too. gosh dang it. <--!i wonder to myself if this works.-->
dance was too fun for words.

Go listen to this... now.

play crack the sky.
go listen.
amaaaazing.

Hi.

Yeah, so it's been a while since i've posted a normal post. Go figure.
I've had other things catching my attention... what can i say, i'm a busy ADHD girl.
anyway, i slept a bunch this weekend, which was absolutely looovely, and i went over to antoinettes and we worked on the chemistry packet. a little harder than last times since we haven't learned some of it... go figure. school starts tomorrow.
boooring.
which means i have to start government. CRY. i want to go back to history of art and music. it was such a beautiful experience and an incredible eye opener, and now i have to sit and draw pictures and past messages along in government class. grrr.
what else what else. i have some french stuff to do and some math take home homework to get finished tonight. maybe i should, um.. get started on that. i think tomorrow the family and i are going to go see electra... YES!
'twill be awesome.

HAHAHAHA

i remain bemused.
by all of you fools.

<3333

oh man today...

"what's missing from this picture? 'umm... boys?' well no, i was quoting the song.. but ok."

will you and your alien head looking car and your alien head looking kids just please get away from me.

my dad turns 48 today.
i had fun today.

I HATE

i hate dealing with my little sisters friends moms who are all biatches and incredibly rude. i hate dealing with adults in dallas. i hate it when my parents leave to go see a movie and leave me to deal with all the kids, and pick them up in places i've never been, and give me wrong directions to find said place. i hate not having money. i hate not being able to drive right now because my car is empty and if i moved it two more feet it would sputter and die. i hate doing homework. i hate dealing with school and all it's requirements. i hate dealing with responsibility right now. i hate dealing with feeling shy around boys and not being able to talk on the phone with them. i hate girls who roll up their jeans to show off their ugg boots. i hate driving all around town while i can't see because my eyes are too blurry from all the tears while i try and find my little sister who has disappered to some party. i hate being left here and not feeling like a teenager at all but an adult that doesn't have a life and isn't old but isn't young. i hate having to make dinner because my little brother and sister are too lazy to make their own. i hate not being able to hang out with cool emo people at chipotle and eat my shredded beef tacos while we all agonize over lost love. i hate THIS.

For Remembrance...

Where'd you get YOUR clothes, the toilet store?
I <3 Emo Boys
*especially the ones with really hot hair*
anchwanet: my dad is too silly for his own good.
glenndeann: omgz guys, ive luvd donnie darko 4eva, omgz we so tite
Here in this collapsed lung of a borough
There is no sunlight
The sunlight is manufactured in a windowless room
Distant and incoherent
Businessmen hang themselves

My profile. since i'm gonna change it. and i've had that one for a while.

NOMIS ANNA

BrandFlippinNew: i like "whered you get those clothes,the toilet store?"
BrandFlippinNew: because its the mentally retarded guy





BrandFlippinNew: and i like the accent in your sn
etilcriepourmoi: the accent?
BrandFlippinNew: yes
etilcriepourmoi: what accent?
BrandFlippinNew: um, my buddylist has an accent
BrandFlippinNew: haha
etilcriepourmoi: really?
BrandFlippinNew: or maybe im making it up
etilcriepourmoi: wow, where?
BrandFlippinNew: HAHA
BrandFlippinNew: I HAD SOMETHING ON MY SCREEN
BrandFlippinNew: LOL
BrandFlippinNew: I AM THE BIGGEST DORK EVER

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d0rks

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i fell down the stairs today. it hurt.

ann ann

at blockbuster. my little nettle and carolina.

courtney.

waiting for caroline to come back with her stuff.

antoinettes pretty cousin. ellen i think was her name? elaine? i forgot already. woops..