Ok, school is so over and i am bossed out. will someone PLEASE get me the harry and the potters CD because its radical. okkk well. my dad and i and zack went to go see The Day after Tomorrow and it was wicked sexy. i mean, i liked it and everything, but of course, hypothermia was involved; jake gylenhaal + that other chick = adorable. and i'm still so tired.
i'm also upset because my mom said that i could throw a party, and now i've invited all these people, but i don't think i can have it. which means that it is cancelled most likely, which makes me very sad. very very sad.
Girls Camp was actually really really fun. Like, i shirked all my duties, and i was totally a jerk to "my girls" but i went into town a bunch and hung out and went to mcdonalds and rebelled and broke rules. and i liked it. i became really good friends with these other girls from other wards, as well as many in our ward. well we became closer. i met these girls named Kristie (special K) and Sarah. and kristie called me mike jones cause she couldn't remember my name, which was fine by me. they were and still are, hillarious. we're totally hanging out all week. except like, when i'm at party's. or running in race for the cure. ah well. i've got some fan fiction to read. a novel to write. my journal to update and finish up. some sleep to get. some boys to dream of. some party's to plan and unplan. a summer to rock.

This whole school thing is getting really old. thank goodness tomorrow is the last day. argh, so many things to do....

that's it. i'm not posting anymore tom letters up here. so sorry for all those who were fans. i'm sorry i have to stop, but i've heard some rude comments from a few *ahem* family member(marymargaretespeciallythelatter) about me talking to much about them. margaret was on the phone with mary, who said she would sign on in a second, and then, when i asked to talk, margaret spazed out and totally freaked me out. and so. there. and then she yelled at me, and she's been so freaking moody and mean lately i'm just not going to talk to her. she wants me to take the kids on a walk.. uhh hello? every heard about school? or homework? why is she such a jerk all the time...

Shootingstar0107 [3:19 PM]: bother
dtdrama57 [3:19 PM]: bother!
dtdrama57 [3:19 PM]: i listened to your message.
dtdrama57 [3:19 PM]: it was mostly incoherent
Shootingstar0107 [3:19 PM]: ahhh
Shootingstar0107 [3:19 PM]: that is why
Shootingstar0107 [3:20 PM]: i called again. cause, i was on the verge of tears
dtdrama57 [3:20 PM]: i understand. but i think you're getting a little too involved if you were on the verge of tears
Shootingstar0107 [3:20 PM]: i'm just kidding! i wasn't
dtdrama57 [3:20 PM]: you sounded like you were...
Shootingstar0107 [3:20 PM]: i mean, i was excited that i got a response. i'm good at faking stuff
Shootingstar0107 [3:20 PM]: we all know this
Shootingstar0107 [3:21 PM]: SPANISH VIDEO
Shootingstar0107 [3:21 PM]: come on annie.
dtdrama57 [3:21 PM]: hehe.
dtdrama57 [3:21 PM]: you are good at faking that you know spanish
Shootingstar0107 [3:22 PM]: yeah
Shootingstar0107 [3:22 PM]: and when i'm about to laugh.. i'm good at faking.. not laughing
dtdrama57 [3:22 PM]: i'm not...
dtdrama57 [3:22 PM]: well sometimes i can be but i wasn't on friday
Shootingstar0107 [3:22 PM]: obviouslu
Shootingstar0107 [3:22 PM]: y
Shootingstar0107 [3:22 PM]: AHH
Shootingstar0107 [3:22 PM]: typing with one hand is hard
dtdrama57 [3:23 PM]: i'm sorry
dtdrama57 signed off at 3:26 PM
dtdrama57 signed on at 3:27 PM
dtdrama57 [3:29 PM]: ooh! the breakfast club is on!
Shootingstar0107 [3:29 PM]: i love that movie!
dtdrama57 [3:29 PM]: me too. i don't think i've ever seen it all the way through though b/c i always see it on tv.
Shootingstar0107 [3:29 PM]: same
dtdrama57 [3:30 PM]: so how's your english paper going?
Shootingstar0107 [3:31 PM]: it's OK, i wrote it, i just need to make up some brainstorming, and finish the narrative cognition.
Shootingstar0107 [3:31 PM]: and proof read.
dtdrama57 [3:31 PM]: i like how you do the brainstorming after you write it
dtdrama57 [3:31 PM]: and what is narrative cognition?
Shootingstar0107 [3:32 PM]: i'll be right back, hold on... yeah. i hate brainstorming. gives me too many ideas. and that is like, a description about how we got around to writing this.
Shootingstar0107 [3:32 PM]: essay
Shootingstar0107 [3:32 PM]: hold on
dtdrama57 [3:32 PM]: ok
Shootingstar0107 [3:48 PM]: ok
Shootingstar0107 [3:48 PM]: had to have some pancakes
dtdrama57 [3:54 PM]: of course you did
Shootingstar0107 [3:54 PM]: yes. a neccesity
Shootingstar0107 [3:54 PM]: neccessity
Shootingstar0107 [3:54 PM]: whatever
dtdrama57 [3:54 PM]: doesn't matter. school's almost over.
Shootingstar0107 [3:55 PM]: yeah. pfff spelling are for lusers
dtdrama57 [3:55 PM]: dont forget gramer
Shootingstar0107 [3:55 PM]: good job on spelling grammar right
Shootingstar0107 [3:55 PM]: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
dtdrama57 [3:55 PM]: huzzah!
Shootingstar0107 [3:56 PM]: i was going to retaliate with my own clever phrase... but i don't have one
dtdrama57 [3:56 PM]: well no one can retaliate against huzzah.
Shootingstar0107 [3:56 PM]: hmm. that makes me sad.
Shootingstar0107 [3:57 PM]: i wish i had a funny phrase.
Shootingstar0107 [3:57 PM]: that was one word
Shootingstar0107 [3:57 PM]: and ended in !
dtdrama57 [3:57 PM]: hmm...let's see...
dtdrama57 [3:57 PM]: you can have boss if you want
Shootingstar0107 [3:57 PM]: hello!
Shootingstar0107 [3:57 PM]: no
dtdrama57 [3:57 PM]: ok well i'm gonna try to bring it back then
Shootingstar0107 [3:57 PM]: fine, and i'll bring back.. what was it
Shootingstar0107 [3:57 PM]: umm
dtdrama57 [3:58 PM]: don't i look smart?
dtdrama57 [3:58 PM]: what that it?
Shootingstar0107 [3:58 PM]: yes
Shootingstar0107 [3:58 PM]: smart
Shootingstar0107 [3:58 PM]: smart!
Shootingstar0107 [3:58 PM]: and
Shootingstar0107 [3:58 PM]: dope!
Shootingstar0107 [3:58 PM]: and
Shootingstar0107 [3:58 PM]: heavy!
dtdrama57 [3:58 PM]: oh yeah heavy is good
Shootingstar0107 [3:58 PM]: heavy man...
dtdrama57 [3:58 PM]: like that hewitt guy on the video
Shootingstar0107 [3:58 PM]: i emailed tom back. thought you should know. exactly!
dtdrama57 [3:59 PM]: what did you say?
Shootingstar0107 [3:59 PM]: sorry for being OCD
Shootingstar0107 [3:59 PM]: i needed something to distract me from my studies
Shootingstar0107 [3:59 PM]: i love you
Shootingstar0107 [3:59 PM]: JUST KIDDING
dtdrama57 [3:59 PM]: that would have been funny.
Shootingstar0107 [4:00 PM]: yeah... not. cause his response, if there was one, would be very. very. very. mean
dtdrama57 [4:00 PM]: or just confused...
Shootingstar0107 [4:00 PM]: sure
Shootingstar0107 [4:00 PM]: that too
dtdrama57 [4:01 PM]: mmhmm

oh dear. did i mention that i made the mistake of e mailing tom begging for proof? then i realized the mistake, so i emailed again saying i'm sorry. then i wrote again saying that i thought i deleted my sent letters. and did he get them. his response. below.

hey. geez, your a bit crazy aren't u? can u plz only send me 1 big long email instead of 4 little ones? it takes up heaps of time. sorry if i sound rude, i don't intend to, but i really am quite busy. u want proof of indentity? well, i don't know how 2 prove that, so it's up to u to either think of a way, or to simply trust me. must dash, tom.

i'm sorry tom. i love you

so...
today after school i went over to antoinettes house to film a spanish project for her, with annie and caitlyn. it was really fun actually. i had some lines, and i got to wear my aviators. i also got to talk in french in the end, for the credits. oh, and the really funny random part was when antoinette was like, "julia y draco" and then you saw me link arms with another person, but you couldn't see who, and then drink orange juice out of a wine glass. really fun. and theres that whole Hershay bebe bebe thing, but you really did have to be there. sorry, i know inside jokes are lame or whatever... but shut up.
school isn't over yet. two more days. but i still have a LOT of homework and a LOT of stuff to do. argh. argh argh. ARGH. after everyone left tony's house (that's ANTOINETTE for any LAMO'S who didn't know) we went to mi cocina (ayayay!)and saw some very cute hombres. and then.. we talked in different languages and people stared at us like we were insane, but it was fun all the same. and i'm very tired. and i just.. don't.. want to deal.. with sleep.. i mean school... anymore....

Tom Felton

You know, today i checked my email, and guess what? tom felton answered my email. well, it's a long story, but in short, antoinette found his personal email, and so i emailed him. he actually answered, and said that we could write eachother (i asked if we could be penpals,in a manner of speaking.)

are you the one who is having a birthday soon? well, i've travelled a bit. my fav location is australia's gold coast, the great barrier reef. i daresay youv'e heard of it? well, it's spectacular. i also toured a bit around canada, near ottowa. that was pretty cool too. i've been to LA, California. I went to Dsineyland, which was really cool, bigger than EuroDisney, which is in europe. my fave subject at school is drama, obviously, but apart from that, i don't mind maths. my teacher is pretty good and i have lots of friends in that class. ok, must dash,

tom

i mean, how cute is that? the whole penpal thing was in a different letter to antoinette, that's why it's not on here. anyway, i'm totally exctied. whatever. anyway, i have a lot a lot a lot of homework to do, but i'll try updating soon.
Jules

Mad World

i like the music video to this song. it's cute and it's funny, and thought provoking! anyway, today was an adventurous day. went to school. algebra. study for history test. take history test. then there was an assembly, with a bunch of boring awards (but i did win one: national french exam-- second place state, third in nation) after that was "families" where i went with a bunch of little kids and angry high schoolers to "bond" and eat pizza and coke and farewell our headmistress. and then, study hall; got a few things done. then, physics, which caroline joined, and later on, antoinette also. then mom drove me home, stopped off to get me fries and a coke, and then i read HPFF. and now, now i am here. procrastinating. yet again. ah well.

anyway, so umm i'm sixteen now. i definately feel older this time. i don't know. i've been fighting with my parents a LOT lately (driving, my face, etc.) mostly about DRIVING. my mom is having a hard time letting go. anyway, it's just very frustrating for me since i've waited a long time. i'm also angry because my face has recently begun looking like a pizza. and i'm scared. like i look in the mirror and i shriek in horror. i mean, i don't know, i haven't had a proper face wash for some time now, so my face has completely broken out. i look terrible. and i've gained some more weight too (no more!) so i'm feeling very self conscience lately. it didn't help that i was microwaving something and my dad goes (no joke), "oh my gosh what's the matter with your face?" i just glared at him, and he's like, "no seriously what is it? it's all red and stuff..." i just walked away. no tact at all. i mean, when your talking to a self conscience teenage girl who is already upset and stressed, is that the best way to confront them and make them feel better? i think not.
we went to go see mary kate and ashley's new flick, "NEW YORK MINUTE." i don't know how it got one and a half stars while van helsing got two. not fair. i thought the ending was way cute. mary said the girl from mean girls reminded her of me. i'm scared about what ways she is comparing us.
tomorrow i have a party at my friend Becca's house. very jewish. very cool. i'm excited, but i don't know if i can go yet, seeing as my mom hasn't given me permission yet. i have a lot due soon. so much homework for the next few weeks. i'm just looking forward to the summer, where i can feel the sun beat down on my back, and i won't have to wake up at 530 anymore, and when i can write or jog or whatever. i'm just excited to have a little freedom i guess. this is the last summer when mary will be intact with the family, so i don't really want to spend it watching T.V. i'm thinking about doing something worthwhile.
i wish i could take the fencing programme at hockaday over the summer, but we'll be gone on the dates. so i'm hoping that when i come back i can take some swing lessons with anto and some boy. where i will find this boy i don't know. maybe i'll make guy friends this summer. probably not.
i need sleep. i need a break. i need a boyfriend.
enough ranting. i need TOM FELTON THAT'S WHO.

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