September 30, 2002

sorry everyone, about the whole katie thing. i'll try to avoid writing a hate-mail-at-that-point letter on my blog anymore. i just use this for communication to people, many times. anyway, not much has happend. i got dumped with the kids again today, so yipee hooray! i get to deal with them again today. ugghh... they're watching some stupid halloween movie on disney.
today was weird. i got in a fight with my friend at school, katie. we both told eachother what drove the both of us insane, and some of the things that were wrong with me, i thought to be odd. for example, "and it really makes me mad that you are not in sports this year. now your not athletic at all." hmm.. if i had time, or the room to, i would work out, but at this point, grades, babysitting, and church are the only three things that i have time to worry about. should i care about how i look at school? give me advice. you know my email. (not to be mean katie, but i just thought that that was weird.) anyway.
I'm tired, and i have an english grammar test tommorow.
i hate grammar.
margaret is in her room doing who knows what, and i've got to go.
Jules
- All you need are kisses to start a make-out party/and your invited to my make-out party
Katie, there are some things that i don't think you get. I had no choice about moving to the south. It is fine here, it's just that on that particular day, i was really missing some of the places that i've visited. Dude, i just don't think that Texas has much culture compaired to some of the other places i've visited. i've looked all through dallas, and all through fort worth, and i don't find anything that APPEALS to me. don't jump to conclusions about things that you don't know the complete answer to. i think that sometimes girls dress up too much, and show off too much, when they are young. i just didn't like that. and that other person you don't have to care. i just talk to you like your my diary, so if this is the way that it's going to be about this other person. than i'll just stop talking about it all together. and also, you've never seen me around this other person, so how would you know, and call me a hypocriteok? i was depressed that day. big deal. sometimes, its human to have MOOD SWINGS. earth to brent, i don't think that you get what i was saying. you do have mood swings, and often, no offense. but i only have these "depressed" mood swings once in a while. for petes sake child, i was JUST DEPRESSED. deal with it. i've been hanging around down people all week, and that is why i came to school quiet and tired. antoinette and caroline re-powered me, and thats why i was hanging around them. sometimes, you've just got to let go, and get a break. do you understand now?
Mary, what is a word that rhymes with, speghetti. ask your italian friends, they'll know.
i'm triying to post a blog that i made on saturday, but it's not working right now. it is really weird, and very critizising, especially to mary, but i was just venting and trying to deal with the fact about mary changing and going to college. anyway, i have to go, because i'm at school.
Jules

September 26, 2002

grrrr.....
do you like the new look? I needed a new one. because i've got a new name. spread the word.
Well, I'm sure that no one reads this, because i haven't updated in a while, and my life is oh so boring. Anyway. not much has happened. Mary went back to college, i got braces, and i realized that i sound like a nerd on blogger, because i'm always so... ugghh. just too happy and stuff. or maybe i'm just in a bad mood because i'm at school until margaret decides that she has no more questions about AP chemistry. and i have to do my math homework, along with my science homework, which i can't do at school, because the materials are at home. so. there you have it. margaret got braces today, and she stayed home from school, the jerk. she got to go to costco with the missionaries and everything while i stayed at school. margaret said i had no friends because i'm so mean, so. i guess that shows you my day today. not much, as usual. Smith has been over a lot lately, but only because his compainion has a cartiac in his eye, so they can't do much. i don't mind though, because smith is my best friend, and of course, i am not one of his, but that is ok. he's just really nice to me, and makes me actually feel like a person instead of a robotic babysitter/"witch to my sisters"/jerk/stressed out/ugly/too talkative freak. anyway, i'd better go and get on that math homework due tommorow.
Jules