Oh man. you know what always makes me want to be better? vogue magazine. i want to eat better, work out harder, and dress better. i want to do better in school because i want to get a job doing something i love and i want to live my life without regrets and with maximum joy and ease. i want a freaking garden with a picket fence and lots of herbs and vegetables. i want to live up north and if that doesn't pan out, i want to live in europe.
my family is amazing and the idea of going back to utah is awful. blah blah blah.