I'm fully aware that all around the world, universally, as a human race, we are struggling. people, loved ones, are dying, people are losing jobs, governments are getting more and more inefficient and corrupt, and fear is all around.
But here at home. boy. is it ever getting stressful. apparently the IRS is wanting a LOT of money from my parents a month, and my dad just got a huge pay cut. so what does this mean? mom is stressed. and when mom is stressed, everyone is stressed. add me reading atlas shrugged and i'm getting super paranoid about the future of not only my life and my family's life, but also my country's and my money's.
also, i really need a job this fall. like, really badly.
anyway, my mom is really fond of, every time we ask for something like to go out to eat or something, to respond with, "girls, no, the good times are over." for some reason this phrase drives me nuts. like, there is nothing positive or happy to look forward too. don't even try.
also, sprint sucks. if you ever need to get wireless, do not get anything from sprint. if they sell you a really crappy piece of merchandise that they built poorly, don't even try to get a refund or exchange it for a new one. you'll be rerouted to an insurance company and they will make you pay... and if they even do give you something, after you pay for it, it's refurbished, so its crappy again. WTF. its awful.
i was so frustrated after everything today, i went for a run in the rain. felt good. i'm exhausted, but in a good way.
tomorrow i'm doing a one day detox with the jillian mckeith diet. just one day of basically broth and vegetables. i'm excited to see how i feel by the end of the day, tomorrow.
i need a vacation from reality.
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