i went to the polmynologist today. that didn't do anything. she was an hour behind her work schedule, so i was like, dude, i'm gonna miss class and stuff, so i rescheduled. and then i went to il graino and ate lunch with colin. still upset i missed his wave... :[ his birthday is on monday and i don't know what to get him. should i even get him anything? meh. i worked a little bit on my room. it looks a little cleaner. hopefully i will get more done tongight. i don't know man, it's just one of those nights where i just want to lie down and not exist. i'm so behind in the jokes of my friends and i feel like an old old man because i just don't want to party at their high talking pace. and mostly, i'm talking about antoinette and katie, because they are always on the run and always doing stuff, i feel like i'm missing out on almost everything. ah well. i guess i'm getting old. boy am i falling apart. i have no money, i don't feel like doing anything, i just want to talk to my boys and scream along with screamo. yeah i'm a dork, but at least i'm not you.
i gave away my most favoritist bowl today. it was really hard man, that bowl was one of my best. but it's going to a girl in my church who's getting surgery and... oh well. maybe i'll make a better one.
i want to go on adventures with you.
gosh. winter sure does have a strange affect on me. it's like, screamo sweater season where all of my art energy comes out, the windows are always down, the bangs are longer. more bracelets. more laziness. more solitude. still incessently bothering one boy, and it will probably end in tears. it always does.
on a brighter note, i am now cutting out food a lot. like. yeah. we didn't work out in fencing today though, which sucks because like. i needed to work out. cause i'm fat. so like, i'm considering going to the work out room at school and working out there. or something. i'll figure this out.
i'm hording three baskets in my room. sorry mary.
mmm hmm.
i didn't see enough annie today and that made me sad.
j-rexxx. is now in hibernation mode.
goodbye till next spring.
welcome, jules.
yeah that's right, everyone will be calling me jules now.
or julia if your old.
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do i count as old? because i have my license you know. i told you i'd get annoying. but i'll also come to your house.
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