Stabilo Boss

OK, so i'm pretty much exhausted since i woke up at 530 this morning to work on my french homework and it is now 632 AM and i'm finished, or so i hope... anyway, the reason i didn't really get any of my homework finished last night is because at 8 o'clock i went over to colin's house to talk with him (and i kind of forgot to tell my parents/ get permission so they could severly ticked off when i got home). at least, i just wanted to give him this letter and give his family some brownies. but when i got there he ushered me outside and we talked about him and his problems for a good hour and a half. i didn't really care how long i was out there because he was so SO heartbroken and SO upset. i wish there was someway i could show him what i know but there isn't. i also wish he realized that we are so similar in our wants, it's not even funny. i was actually kind of freaked out-- how highly he places trust, like, the cuddly part, etc. etc. i am not really going to go into detail, but all i can say is i have pretty much found my equal. and he doesn't even like me in that way. tear. lemme just say, the cuddle season is beginning and i have never felt so hallow and alone in my entire life. ultra tear. i feel rediculous now, so i'm stopping.