So. I decided to do the program in Berlin after all! It took a while, and I thought I wouldn't do it for a while but after talking to a whole slew of people, I realised my reasons for not wanting to go where pretty silly. Also, because the program ends so early, I'll spend a month living in Paris with my sister and my friend morning! It would give me a month to travel, wander around, and be alone. Sometimes I worry I like being alone a little too much. But I've been much better about being social lately. Having morning as a friend has been so fun. Since we're both from Texas and went to similar private schools, we have tons in common. We also share an affinity for creeper stalking nordstrom's employees, shopping well and traveling the world. She also convinces me to go to the gym, which is really important for me. I can't depend just on ballet for my fitness.
I've been reading a ton lately. It's been very fun, dreaming up my own worlds and lifestyles. Also fun to pretend like attractive gentlemen still exist. I love imagining. Although with regards to the latter, I do wish that one could be real. I watched the young Victoria for the first time today. I don't know why I had been putting it off, but it was incredible, and the perfect movie for today. I'm really sad prince Albert died so young. He was so precious to her.
So this week will be exhaustive. A lot is due and I'm not prepared in the least. I also have to go home from Thursday to Monday for a bunch of doctors visits. As my mom said, "you just need to lose weight. you're costing us a lot with all these doctors visits and medications." fun life. No pressure.