DECISIONS.

we all have them. well i have some very big ones to make in a very short amount of time. I got into this study abroad in Berlin. then i got an e-mail telling me that the program had been cancelled. Now the lure of travel is starting to hit me hard, but I'm having a really difficult time making this decision. I would love nothing more than to be traveling through Europe this fall, but there are some downsides.

1. my very good friend will be moving close-by, and i would miss spending time with her. (i don't know how long she'll be staying here)

2. my friend angela will be coming back from her mission and the fall semester will be her last one here.

3. it would cost a lot

4. it would mean missing thanksgiving with my family again. 

since the program has been cancelled, i've found out that i could still actually study in berlin, but i wouldn't have a program instructor, and i would really only be friends with people studying in the goethe institute. so i could do that program in germany or there are two other ones. well, three. there's one in norway, in the summer, or there's these international business ones. they go all over the world and they sound amazing. that would be really fun, and it happens in the summer. anyway, not sure what to do with that.

other important things. i got denied from advertising so i've got to apply again/ change my major. but more importantly, my best friend for life, antoinette, is coming to visit me in march. the 24th can not get here soon enough!!!!!