OH EM GEE.

alright so i talked to jann tonight. and basically i've been unable to focus on studying for my finals ever since.
typing this is hard, since i hurt my hand, but i'll do it for the sake of knowledge and remembrance.
basically what i learned from Jann is that so many guys are creepy, i'll be surprised if, on meeting a descent one, i don't just maul them right then and there and profess my love. i learned just how many girls have been molested by family members, been raped by church members, been hurt in some physical and emotional way. and the thing that drives me crazy is that NO ONE EVER TALKS ABOUT IT. it's so horrible to ever talk about guys doing wrong here, i hate it. i hear so many sexist comments every day in class. and no one says anything. in fact, often times the teacher laughs. that's probably why i gave up on my AH lab, because so many guys in that class drove me crazy.
so, what i'm getting down to is, if i marry someone, they better treat me really well. because i know what its like, and i know how not reacting makes you feel like it's your fault (when its not).
anyway. the point is, my hand hurts, i've been keeping up with the kardashians instead of studying, i miss jacob and i won't see him in 14 months, and tomorrow is going to be really hard.
lame.