blarg.

Finals week always crushes your spirits. Its unavoidable. Its like... this is how far you've come, to fail. i have a german oral next week (ew, don't even get me started, gross), and an english final on monday too. i have an american heritage exam (will i even take it? probably not. i think i'm just going to re-take the class another time.) i have... a two part french exam which is going to be the devil. and... i've got... some cultural events i haven't done. umm... yeah. and other things i'm forgetting, but whatevs.




CAT CONSPIRACY.

anyway, my friend/ church goer, kasee, apparently got engaged 13 hours ago. i think she's 21? i... don't know if i'll ever get married. and i say this, not in a sad way, just in a way of weariness. like, yeah, i'll probably get a motorcycle, dye my hair black, and disappear off the face of the planet in 25 years. sort of a way.

i think i'm going to write colin a letter. he gets back in october, and i feel bad for never having done it while he was in japan. so, i'll just see how he's doing.
my brain hurts.