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ok yeah but anyway, back to business.

mary was all, "ok so i'm going out with my friends and you CAN'T come with... but you can update your blog while i'm gone." and me being the sad, sad soul that i am, i am here... updating.

although i don't have too much to say. school starts in a couple of weeks and i'm so. nervous for the college process to start. talked with ludwig. was a mediocre conversation. not a lot of excitement from either side, really.
i schedule my surgery on monday, which REAAALLLYY freaks me out. i just do NOT want giant nails driven through my body, nor do i want my gums lasered!!!!

what else?? babysitting tomorrow night. do i have anything really intellectual to say? i can't decide. what has been on my mind lately is art. i havent had a passion for it in about a year and i kind of miss it. so that's what's been on my mind lately. oh,,, and also... oxford. oxford has been on my mind a lot lately. i really miss that experience. it was amazing. and i would love to see some of my friends from that program again. it was SO AMAZING.
i wish i could go back. not do it again, just go back with the same group and re-live it.
AHHHH.