Guys. Britney Totally has to deal with pain too.

First of all. Let me just say that i am absolutely completely madly in love with conner oberst.

Man and Wife, The Former (Financial Planning)

Well lately my days are much better
I can't concentrate while I'm at work
I just think and think until my head hurts
Of the payment plans I'm making
I just wanted to provide for you
But if you want to make a run for it
My love I'd cover you
And if you need money for bills
My lover I could cover you
'Cause I sold some shit I'm saving up
We can get that house next to the park
I'll get more hours at my dads shop
Yeah we'll plan for everything
And we'll enroll in that middle class
Get a compact car full of discount tags
If you're feeling trapped or too attached
Remember we wanted that
And if you need money for bills this month
My love I'd cover you
And if you have to lie to everyone
Well I'd cover up for you
'Cause we're growing older growing up
Just like our parents before us
With your new job at the coffee shop
We are ready for everything
And we'll graduate that middle class
Get a nicer car full of shopping bags
So if you're feeling sad kind of detached
Remember we wanted that
Just remember we wanted that
Yeah I sold some shit I'm saving up
We can get that house next to he park
With the extra hours I picked up
We will pay for everything

anyway. moving on. i am completely miserable, san diego.
let's start over. it's eight thirty four and i haven't started my homework and i don't wanna and i just want to crawl into my bed. and maybe die, but i don't know, that sounds kind of drastic.
i do know that the conversation i had with colin last night was REALLLYYY awkward. i mean like. he asked in the middle of the conversation if my friends think we're dating. how does someone respond to that? also, i think he said he had to go, but i didn't hear it, so i kept talking, and then he awkwardly said bye, and i felt like an idiot.
um, thanks to christi yip for helping me remember what i keep forgetting and then forgot to remind myself to do which is to continue wearing ties to school. i did it a lot last year, mostly in my incredibly depressed emo stage, and then i stopped cause i got lazy and undid all the knots.
but oh wait until tomorrow dear americans. just wait.
man am i tired. there is a lot of stuff i want to do this weekend, and i'm really wanting to do them. but i also really want to clean my room up completely. so there you are.
HARRY AND THE POTTERS THIS SATURDAY. come with. if i like you...

i worked out for a reaaaalllly long time today. and boy do my abs hurt like a mother.

hooray for mcdonalds week next week!!!! i'm totally excited. no you don't get it. totally excited.
gosh i would hate to be a teacher.


I FREAKING HATE EIGHTH GRADERS THEY ARE RETARDED.