well, i figure this is the time in movies where everything goes wrong. i have been rejected, there is no hope for me in the near future, so i figure i'll be completely honest now, because what's the worse that could happen? my life is already terrible right now.
i feel betrayed by a majority of my friends. the few that i am intimately close with. annie has been there for me recently, katie, and now william. at first i was upset because annie went to eat with antoinette and then to a movie and i wasn't invited and just felt completely left out and lonely. it's ok now, but it was terrible timing because i had really needed that.
on the other hand, antoinette has really been into going out and partying... a lot lately. and mostly i am not involved. it is mostly boys, as well. now it's not the fact that she's with boys, but i feel like she doesn't care about me as much and is putting these boys before me. i am upset.
caroline was gone, she can't help it. but i wish that she had picked up her phone tonight.
katie was there for me one hundred per cent this break. i have no complaints only praises. she came over when i was down, helped me up off my feet. comforted me, was there for me, and made me completely happy.
william called me tonight and said some of the sweetest things i've ever heard. i understand now. he is the first guy that has actually been a real true friend. thanks.
other than that, there isn't much else. annie, don't take this the wrong way, that was one incident, you were extremely helpful for me tonight and i know that you wouldn't do anything to hurt me.
so that's it. shoot me tomorrow, hurt me rip my hair out, whatever. i feel like i'm already in the gutter, why not be covered in dirt while i'm at it and get it all out of the way.
REJECTED!
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