August 18, 2005

Evil Look

Ok, for the sake of mary's sanity, i'm updating. even though i'm her sister and really we could just talk instead, she prefers to check my blog rather than talk to me while trading. misplaced modifier there i think, sorry.
so, i would update my past few days but there is honestly nothing to say. school is starting way too soon for me to be comfortable with. there's only like, one more week with summer. i wish that i could spend the rest of those days sleeping in late and relaxing, but i cannot. with seminary and carpooling, fencing pre-season starting on monday, and summer reading to cram, it looks as though my last days of summer will be filled with ironing, stress, and angry fights. sigh.
i am more nervous about junior year than i have about any grade of my whole life. i'm graduating soon and the idea is very daunting for me. i'm scared, obviously, of leaving my friends and family and security. the fact that i know where i live i will always be safe and loved. i don't want my friendships to fall apart, they must remain intact!
i'm thinking about doing volunteer work in greece.
i miss oxford rediculous amounts still. i miss the people and the hot chocolate walks to class, my boys, the dances, the councellors, everything. i miss walking around town and going where i want when i want. i can't even get freaking quizzno's, what's up with that.
my laptop is supposed to be delivered today. exciting, but i'm not as excited as i'd assumed i would be. it's strange.
you know what's also strange? that itunes shuffles music amazingly well. it's like, it knows what i want to hear and how different songs should be lined up. it's amazing.
i'm hoping that my mom will let me go see red-eye and sleepover at antoinettes on friday. i miss going out (it's been like a week) and such. i haven't had a sleepover since oxford. gasp.



this was a picture that i took while in... umm... stratford. i really like this one, but i don't think many people do/ did. ah well. i've got other, lots of other, pictures i could put up. shout if you want some.

2 comments:

annie said...

i'm always up for a good picture. and i love that one, my dear.

Julia said...

thanxxxx. thats a first