October 26, 2004

Alpha and Omega

well.
it's ten o'clock, precisly, actually, and i don't understand the chemistry webassign AT ALL. i'm working on the sheet, and i'm hoping caroline will help me with the group sheet tomorrow. as for WA? i'll have to ask for help during advisory tomorrow because i tried doing it for an hour, and still didn't get it.
alexia, as for the dying thing, i don't know. maybe i do want to die! oh my gosh. scary thought. no, i couldn't do it. i can't die a virgin, bah. oh and also there's the whole living thing i would miss out on.
anyway, i'm going to have to restart my computer soon. too many virusus are bringing it down. frustrations today? thinking back in my life and seeing all the things i've been addicted/ clingy to, being dependent on people, school, seminary, the HAM test, getting to school barely on time, and having a first aid exam. oh and also, glenn's work. pssh. i can't wait until november.
i was driving down a very very traffic blocked road today, and i sat there with this humid only slightly cool air blowing through the car, and i realized that i really just don't want to be here. i would much rather be in boston or new york or somewhere up north, and i would really really like to be in london right now. i don't think i've missed a place as much as i have england.
fencing season is winding down, and yes, i am sad about it. i'm also sad cause now i'm going to have to work out on my own, and be responsible. and responsibilty sucks sometimes.
i should probably go. i'm shooting to get some more sleep tonight. so i've got to finish that chemistry sheet. and i'll probably sketch a couple of pictures. we'll see.

1 comment:

annie said...

I've decided that I need to go to college somewhere where there's a big city, a subway, and a possibility to walk everywhere. Which leaves me with New York, Boston, Chicago, and maybe others. Which means I have to go to Harvard, Boston University, Northwestern, Columbia, NYU, or University of Chicago. Etc. Which means I should really get some more extracurriculars.