two days

that's how many days i have left to churn out a ton of stuff as well as how many days of classes i have left. which is CRAZY to think about.
so, on friday i developed this crazy stomach... bug. flu. infestation. takeover. and i couldn't sit upright and food wouldn't stay in my stomach and nothing was helping. and i thought i was dying.
do you know how impossible it is to get school work done when you feel this way? impossible. seeing the bigger picture- just not happening. so i couldn't give my french presentation today with my group (great) and i have so many papers and projects i REALLY want to work on but just can't.
yesterday i was actually craving vegetable stir fry but i couldn't eat it because i can only eat pieces of toast and... soup. which i'm sick of already and it's only monday.
i'm calling stomach cancer.
but on the brighter side, i've got 48 more hours of suffering and stumbling and then i can rest easy because then i'll only have a few exams in the testing center. then i'll be one year old (and a little less wiser, let's be real) and it'll be weird to say 23. i feel like that's a death sentence. but i've also heard 23 being described as a fun year.
i'll never get married.
oh, and then the day i turn 23, i will also be flying home. and i'll get there just in time for lunch at mi cocina. and then the next day i'll be on a plane with all my family and we'll be heading towards maui.
this is like my third grade self's dream.
the trip will be so much fun. i can already feel it. lying on the beach, hanging out in the apartment, going shopping in the local city. biking, climbing palm trees, snorkeling. I'M READY.
now let's just heal this stomach.