sufjan.

Just got back from the Sufjan Steven's concert. It was so amazing. There is no way to describe it. That or the Jonsi concert. This concert was just like. So raw. You could tell this was something he had really wanted to do. It was literally like he sliced off pieces of his soul and put them in CD form and sold them to the world saying, "here, take this, i want you to feel this. i want you to understand."
I felt like so many of the songs applied to me. And at first the "Age of Adz" album seemed too different. I didn't know if I could handle it. But after that concert, after hearing him talk about it and the inspirations behind it and the process of developing it, i couldn't help but fall in love with the whole thing. So much good music in so little time! It's crazy.
In other news, the world is falling apart. I literally do not understand what drives people to think certain ways. The lines people cross, the motives behind people's friendships, why girl code is blatantly betrayed in the name of a guy. Why there are so many horrible people out there that hurt such good people. I'm having less and less patience with it. It's a weird point in my life because I'm becoming more patient in some ways, but in other ways I am losing tolerance with ignorant behavior. I just think everyone should be much more conscious of their actions and who they could affect and how said actions could possibly offend.
Anyway, tonight was fun. We ate at the Red Iguana in SLC before the show. It's a good mexican restaurant, but I still like Mi Cocina more.
I miss my family. I miss Mary and Margaret and I wish I could see them. I want to go to New York City and Paris and be with them and laugh and not have to think about anything or anyone or how hurt I feel all the time.