the week of death

this has been an extremely challenging week. it started out on a great note, which is good, because if it hadn't, i don't know where i'd be now. we had regional conference for church, so we got to hear from several general authorities. that plus the fireside that night = spiritual bliss. i was so happy.
every day after sunday was really stressful. after all my classes and everything, margaret and i settled down for our last night together. after a del taco/ t-bell binge, we went to my house, watched some MSW, and fell asleep.t
tuesday, yesterday, was the bane of my existence. after all my classes, i drove margaret and all her bags and her dog... up to salt lake. there, we went shopping at anthro, ran some errands, and ate at a greek restaurant. we ended up at john's mother in law's house. there we unloaded everything into her house. i laid down on the couch and just played with roschti and got more and more depressed. eventually i had to leave. margaret and the dog came out to the car with me. i immediately started crying. then when margaret started crying i started crying more. then i got in my car and literally sobbed the forty miles back to salt lake city. then i cried again. and again. then we went to a friend's surprise birthday party. afterwards i got pretty happy. i was distracted!
we sat around and talked, laughed, and then jacob m. stole my purse and then we smashed a microwave. then i got my purse back and rebekah melinda and i went to go get food. then rebekah slept over. and then today was long because today is just a long class day and i'm not done until 630. the weekend isn't lightening up either. i still have tons to do and catch up on. i haven't written in my journal in forever, i really have to go to the bank, visit my adopted grandmother, visit friends i've neglected, write letters to missionaries, read my scriptures, organize and clean my room etc. etc etc.!!!!!!!!!
so i'm tired! and i have this paper to finish (although the book is very good, its for sociology and it's called the very persistent gappers of frip. read it!) so i probably should go.
oh and tonight we watched a japanese movie at international cinema (justin, rebekah, melinda, me, and two girls i don't know very well). it was called ping-pong and i loved it.
also the week was bad because i felt fat and all of my friends are getting asked on dates but me so i feel even uglier and even more embarrassed by my simple existence! i hate my thyroid.