ok, i have officiously heard the worst song of all time. i was flipping through the radio today and this is what i found. all i heard were the last lyrics, but when i heard them i thought, "my gosh. what have we come to, really, where this can make it on the radio?"
the lyrics:
just like a tattoo
i'll always have you.
forget laser surgery or anything... that tattoo, AND THAT MAN, is with you forever.
it has been a weird weird weird.... weird... week. i have been so emotional lately, i honestly don't know what to do with myself. i think fat camp would solve all my problems. i could be with fat kids and be forced to eat healthy and do fun stuff like badminton. little known fact: I LOVE BADMINTON.
what else? i'm leaving for utah so soon. it's weird, i'd actually forgotten all about it, but then the other day i was like... oh wait, i have to start saying my goodbyes because i'm actually leaving really soon. bummer times, right?
mum and da took me out to eat at a very fancy shmancy restaurant for a goodbye dinner slash check-up-to-see-why-you-keep-crying-dinner. to answer that question would take hours. there are so many things going on, in school, in hormone levels fluctuating, in fear and insecurities, etc. etc. i freaking cried at that rice krispies commercial where the mom put the kids locker combination on a rice krispie and put it in his pocket. and it was all "love mom" and i was crying so hard for no reason. seriously, what is wrong with me?
anyway, the dinner was very nice and my dad emphatically also took me to get mango sticky rice at mango thai. this place has bomb sticky rice (assuming the mangoes are ripe and in season). however, i almost feel like asian mint has the best yellow curry. for anyone interested.
so now my summer in dallas draws to an end. have i learned anything? i've learned i have control issues. i've learned i eat when i'm emotional and also because i just have a real passion for food. i learned i'm not really patient with anyone. i realized i actually do kind of secretly want a boyfriend but definitely not as bad as i did when i was a freshman and sophmore. i learned that i have the most pride for my high school when compared to any other institution i've dealt with in my life. i realized i def didn't put my retainer in enough this summer. that my brother is actually quite the chatter box if you listen and talk with him. that jordan is totally beautiful and funny and we actually get along quite well. that i actually really do love my sisters dog. that my parents are incredible. and that i really really actually like taylor swift songs as embarrassing as that is. oh, and that i like almost any TV show ABC produces. and i also learned that sometimes i like pain a lot more than i should, that i relish in being sad, and i'm actually pretty smart.
what have you learned? if anyone is out there.
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