Ok. OK. so here is the dealio. i'm in provo now, currently. i got here about a week ago with my mom and she and i set about trying to move all the CRAP FURNITURE around in my room and move some legitimate things in. Ikea and target were very much our friends that week, as was the nordstrom where mom and i replenished some necessary make-up. we got a lot done in my room but not all of it, so i have some boxes and organization left to do. but here's the deal. here's the DEAL.
when i drove my mom to the airport i was crying all day. like, for no reason. i cried at the grocery store, i cried at sundance, i cried at five guys, and i definitely cried at the airport. it was for shiz a tearfest. i realized that there was no REAL REASON i was here. i'm taking one class.. one class that's available fall term. and while i will miss some quality time with some friends, summer time is not an infinite thing. i won't always be able to go home and live with my family and do the things i love. someday i will have to settle down in a city and start my own life. and there won't always be summer vacations at home. so, while i'm still capable and while jordan and zach are still in school, i'm going to go home. i want to help mom out and be with them and eat at mico and all that good stuff. and i'll come back fall term. anyway, my phone charger was somewhere in the postal world and i had no phone so as soon as i talked with mom she said that dad said i could come home if the tuition could be refunded. it could, at an 85% rate, which isn't too bad. we wouldn't lose that much money so mom said to go ahead and do it. so i'm withdrawing from my one class and i'm getting ready to go home. i'll still make it to my friend cait's wedding. but i will miss my two jacobs' welcome home talks. oh well. you can't have your cake and eat it too (holiday in the sun reference....)
so now i've got a few weeks to kill where i have nothing to do. i've watched a lot of hulu. i've gone to nordstrom quite a few times just to get make-overs done. and i saw toy story 3 (IN 3-D) which was actually a lot better than i thought it would be. and pretty cute. other than that... i cannot wait to get home and see my family. and... i cannot wait for eclipse to come out in like 6 days!!!! bahahadghadhgahdgadglk! it will be so good. except from the looks of it, kristen stewart has an awful wig and rosalie looks weirdly hispanic/ awkward. but what's new.
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