ok i'm torn about graduating. let's put it this way-- i love my family to death. i am comfortable here, with them. i love my parents and i love hanging out with them. i'm always afraid that one of my family members will die. vs. i am so sick of high school. i just want to graduate. sometimes i wake up feeling like i really just want to get out of here, get a car, and go to college-- independence. other times i wake up and am like... i never want to leave. i just don't know.
and i don't graduate for another year! but everything is passing by so quickly.
my head hurts and i don't want to go to the endocronologyst or however you spell it. i hate getting my blood taken. especially for tests. who knows what will come up.
thank heavens the rest of the school day is toned down. i so do not feel like doing anything. with the junior research paper coming up. i am so exhausted. i also have to save up a good 120 dollars for all the rest of the wf stuff. AHHH.
in other news, my mom went with me (more like i dragged her along) last night to the mall and i bought my winter formal dress at betsy johnson. it's totally rock n' roll funky kind of 80's dress-- something i never thought my mom would pick out. i thought i would go glam this year but mary says that i could do that anytime.
leaving.
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