this week has been ok. i'm still trying to figure out why smith hates me, but other than that, things were OK. dad's mother died, and i feel so sorry for him, because his eyes are all teary, and he never cries. so, i don't know how to handle the situation. anyway, i'm having more fun than at home, which i find odd, because your supposed to feel more comfortable at home. but i don't, i just worry about getting ridiculed for something or other, and about blah blah blah. i hate the feeling. anyway, i'd better go. later.