i'm back in dallas and its super super weird. especially because i won't be here the whole summer, which, now that i'm here, really bums be out. things with my little sister and brother are so much fun and i'll miss them when i have to go back to utah. but i did leave on a stressful note and definitely did not get to say goodbye to everyone that i wanted to. so it will be good to see everyone again. for some reason though, when i'm home i'm definitely more myself. i never really feel all together when i'm in college, but when i'm home, i feel cleaner, safer, more put together, happier. i am less in control of things, which is the one downside. but otherwise, i'd say generally, i'm happier here.
and i like the city much more. i respect big cities so much more after living in the worlds smallest city.
anyway, i'm driving my little sister to seminary (which means 545 wake up call) all week, so i'm off to bed.
let's see what this summer brings!
also, mary left today and i miss her terribly.