Wow, its crazy how much can change in a week or two, isn't it? wow. just wow. everything can change, how you view the day, how you make it through the day. what you think of when you're falling asleep.
i don't have a honey jar in mind anymore. this might make sense to only four people in the world that i can think of, but it doesn't really matter to me. the point is, i'm free from making myself wait for something that might never happen. i'm allowed to do and feel however i want. its a pretty good feeling, not scary at all like i thought it would be. what is scary is trying to imagine what will happen when the summer is over. i'm predicting awkwardness, but lets hope that's not true. let's pretend that everyone will be friends and the days will be spent riding bikes and wearing sun dresses.
i am soooo excited for the semester to be over. it will be weird, kelsey won't be studying here anymore, but i'm so ready to go home. i'm ready to be in texas and not deal with papers or expectations or anything. i'm totally excited to see my friends again (well, some of them) and yeah. it will be good.
tonight kelsey, ryan, margaret and i had the most intense lord of the rings marathon ever. seriously, it was incredible. i dressed as gimli, kelsey as legolas, ryan as gandalf, and margaret as frodo. it was incredible. we made food from the shire and it was delicious and totally worth my time. let's just say the day started with a chick-fil-a chicken biscuit, and ended with a hobbit song. pretty ace if you ask me.
well, that's about it. i'm really excited i'm running away on tuesday. i need to get out of here for a bit. i also really need to get back to paris. or vienna. but paris just has this place in my heart i'll never forget. it was just so incredible. it's the most magical city in the world.