I HATE

i hate dealing with my little sisters friends moms who are all biatches and incredibly rude. i hate dealing with adults in dallas. i hate it when my parents leave to go see a movie and leave me to deal with all the kids, and pick them up in places i've never been, and give me wrong directions to find said place. i hate not having money. i hate not being able to drive right now because my car is empty and if i moved it two more feet it would sputter and die. i hate doing homework. i hate dealing with school and all it's requirements. i hate dealing with responsibility right now. i hate dealing with feeling shy around boys and not being able to talk on the phone with them. i hate girls who roll up their jeans to show off their ugg boots. i hate driving all around town while i can't see because my eyes are too blurry from all the tears while i try and find my little sister who has disappered to some party. i hate being left here and not feeling like a teenager at all but an adult that doesn't have a life and isn't old but isn't young. i hate having to make dinner because my little brother and sister are too lazy to make their own. i hate not being able to hang out with cool emo people at chipotle and eat my shredded beef tacos while we all agonize over lost love. i hate THIS.