Skelator

ok, carly patterson shouldn't have won. she looked like she would be mean, and i really really wanted skelator to win. she's been trying for years, this was her year. i am distraught to say the least. anyway. today was a good day considering what happened... argh. stupid legal stuff. what else? hmm... i don't know. grandpapa is leaving tomorrow (THANK GOODNESS) i mean, i love him and all, but argh. he's so frustrating most of the time. anyway, i don't get fake teeth in until next friday. i'll be toothless for much too long. and school is approaching much too fast, THAT i am so not looking forward too. hm.

some poem i found, what do you think:

Sitting on the warmed stone bench,
i dug my feet into the thick emerald grass
shaking off the little ants doing dances along my toes
i lie down and gaze at the sky through a laced canopy of leaves
shadows of hooded strangers are gliding around inside my head
"why must i be faced with all my deamons on such a beautiful day?" i ask my self
but the guard is off duty today
so he doesn't answer my questions
i want to throw myself in the refreshingly cool water
and let in envelope me
maybe it can drown these pestering cloaked figures
suddenly, the security guard comes back.
he won't let me throw myself in the fountain.
i interrogate him, but he won't budge.
i gave up.
lightly dancing along the wooden planks
i throw myself into the outstretched woody hands in front of me
they rub my back in a welcome hug
i smile and dig myself deeper into the sudden comfort it offers me
and for a moment, i am finally free
but i can still feel their eyes
boring into me
wishing
but i won't let them

i found it at some girls blog. i kinda dig it. anyway, that's all for today