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bessiboo8907: julia
Auto response from Shootingstar0107: chances of me finishing summer reading and the essays by the end of today < .1%
bessiboo8907: you are so ready for math this year
bessiboo8907: i mean. i had to stare at that a little while to figure out it meant less than

dude. just now. like, three minutes, maybe two, ago, i realized. hey. today is it. this is it. this is my last day of freedom. my last day before i have to start writing reports and memorizing and doing presentations. answering questions, doing homework, going back to craving a boyfriend but being to scared to ask or talk. i'm going back. and i don't like it.
This has been a great summer. i guess this is my shoutout to summer of 2004. it was awesome. i had the best time ever. some of my best memories came from this summer. my vacations were awesome and i'll never forget what i experienced there. the men were hot. the church dance was fun. my friends were hilarious. i couldnt've asked for more really. and now, it's all about to end. i'm very selfish. i want more summer. i want more time.
i still have another book to read for summer reading. and one more essay. i don't think i'll be getting it done in time. i'm tired of reading. i had to finish one book and move right onto the next, and this one is emotionally draining. dang it. plus, i've just received some news, and it makes me sad.
school friends aka annie, antoinette, courtney, katie, and caroline. mostly just annie though, i'll tell you tomorrow. dang it.