you know, for the longest time i loved high school and never wanted to leave it. today, i am ready to pack up and leave.

i feel the need to go somewhere. california to the beach, or out into the middle of nowhere texas where i can ride horses and sit in the middle of a field and do nothing for hours. go to missouri. just somewhere far away. somewhere where i can drive and talk to no one. i need to be away from people i know, i need to leave. and for a long time, i feel.
i need a huge change.