August 31, 2004
Yeah i can swordfight...
Shootingstar0107: mmmhmm. i hear you sister.
dtdrama57: thanks...sister.
dtdrama57: well that bites like a rabid monkey.
Shootingstar0107: no joke.
Shootingstar0107: dude. that chris guy was so hot.
dtdrama57: happy trashcan!
dtdrama57: full of happy garbage.
Shootingstar0107: it's a rareity.
Shootingstar0107: and happy feelings.
dtdrama57: only found in the wild forests of zambonia
dtdrama57: or cambodia
dtdrama57: or khazakstan
Shootingstar0107: yeah or jackson hole.
dtdrama57: ah yes. i saw a happy trashcan running wild in yellowstone.
Shootingstar0107: i heard that they like feasting on woolen blankets and leather bracelets. is that true?
dtdrama57: ah don't forget galvanized rubber.
Shootingstar0107: ohhh yess.. of course. how did i forget?
dtdrama57: well you haven't been to the wild forests of jackson hole. we should go sometime. i'll introduce you to hashy, the happy trashcan
Shootingstar0107: awww yes.
Shootingstar0107: wait
Shootingstar0107: i went to jackson hole like... seven years ago.
dtdrama57: well hashy is only 6
Shootingstar0107: hashy?
dtdrama57: the happy trashcan. come now!
Shootingstar0107: ahhh yes. well i MUST go back then.
dtdrama57: take me with you.
Shootingstar0107: sure. would i go without you anywhere? i mean. i had to take a picture of my friends with me on vacation to keep me sane.
dtdrama57: no i mean literally take me with you. i love jackson hole.
Shootingstar0107: i know what you meant. i was serious annie. i'm just saying i take my friends everywhere if possible. but, on foreign vacations, i bring a picture of you guys.
Shootingstar0107: and we'll ALL float on...
dtdrama57: well that's nice of you
Shootingstar0107: well. i'd go crazy otherwise. duh.
so i'm going to be in fencing... by myself... running a mile everyday... with no friends cause antos a quitter. sigh.
August 30, 2004
and the award for funniest person ever goes to...
dtdrama57: taco bell?
dtdrama57: chick fil a?
Shootingstar0107: steak. that's it. steak.
Shootingstar0107: nothing else
dtdrama57: i'm...sorry?
Shootingstar0107: yes... i'm ron burgundy? i mean, yes, you are sorry
dtdrama57: well i dont know if i'm supposed to be sorry for you or happy for you
Shootingstar0107: JUST STEAK ANNIE.
Shootingstar0107: no garlic mashed potatoes
Shootingstar0107: no fries.
Shootingstar0107: nojing.
dtdrama57: in that case, i'm sorry.
Shootingstar0107: she led a full life. she led a full stomach.
Shootingstar0107: e-mail is like a prison. a prison with no walls. and toilet.
Shootingstar0107: your about to get 175 fists per minute if i don't get ice cream in about a one minute.
dtdrama57: i think we may have gotten it at book distribution. ms tanous says we should have.
Shootingstar0107: erm ok.
Shootingstar0107: when you say tanous
Shootingstar0107: i always think it's ms. tenacious
Shootingstar0107: and then i laugh
dtdrama57: that'd be AWESOME!
Shootingstar0107: i KNOW!
dtdrama57: then i could call her ms. tenacious d
Shootingstar0107: i KNOW! gosh.
dtdrama57: aww poor little trashcan
Shootingstar0107: it's BAWLING
dtdrama57: because he's so sad!
Shootingstar0107: exactly! he's so sad. and full. of trash. and other bad things.
dtdrama57: like sadness
Shootingstar0107: eXactLY
Shootingstar0107: i've got to tickets to the gun show. and your invited.
dtdrama57: *kiss* *kiss*
Shootingstar0107: i'm stuck annie.
Shootingstar0107: stuck in a glass case of emotion.
dtdrama57: stuck where?
dtdrama57: ah.
dtdrama57: that's a sad place to be stuck in
Shootingstar0107: A GLASS CASE OF EMOTION!
dtdrama57: in which to be stuck
Shootingstar0107: yeah. or like. lost in.
dtdrama57: although you can't really get lost in a glass case of emotion. unless it happens to be a very large glass case of emotion. with lots of tunnels and things.
Shootingstar0107: yeah. or like. rooms.
dtdrama57: i hate rooms!
Shootingstar0107: i know. especially glass ones.
dtdrama57: glass emotional ones
Shootingstar0107: yeah
Shootingstar0107: anyway i'm tired of this.
dtdrama57: me too
Shootingstar0107: bring me your finest meats and cheeses.
dtdrama57: unfortunately i have neither meat nor cheese...
dtdrama57: i actually have little food at my house
Shootingstar0107: darn you annie. darn you to the depths of dispare. or worse. glass case of emotion rooms.
Shootingstar0107: GIVE ME TIME YOUNG GRASSHOPPER.
dtdrama57: ok...old cricket.
Shootingstar0107: thanks. NOT.
dtdrama57: oh yeah. i should bring all my pe stuff
Shootingstar0107: prolly a good idea.
dtdrama57: thanks
Shootingstar0107: no prolla
dtdrama57: holla!
dtdrama57: prolla!
Shootingstar0107: talla!?
dtdrama57: smalla!
Shootingstar0107: shot calla!
dtdrama57: one dolla!
Shootingstar0107: crawla
Shootingstar0107: balla
Shootingstar0107: rolla
Shootingstar0107: dex
Shootingstar0107: ha ha
dtdrama57: wasn't dex a name of one of the us men volleyball playa
Shootingstar0107: possiblya
dtdrama57: allrighty that's enough rhyming.
dtdrama57: for now...bwahaha!
Shootingstar0107: it's time to die. for you.
that's it i'm done.
Irn Bruë Bru
anyway, so today was totally the first day of school. it was from ten to two and i got to school way early because it was on the way after dropping jordan off and really i was too lazy. so i sat by my locker and talked with kelsey and then a group formed and we all talked about things and katie showed up. pretty much everyone BUT my friends. ahem.
we listened to boring speeches and introductions and then i had my ortho appointment
when i went to get lunch some lady came up to my window and asked for money because she needed help. she didn't LOOK like she needed help, but i gave her a little nonetheless.
i got back to school just in time for form meeting where we got name tags and more blah blah blah ness. PARTY WEDNESDAY WOOT
antoinette scampered off and i couldn't find them to meet and talk about our random acts of kindness club.
i'm doing lots this year.
Youth in Government
St. Marks Fencing
Lots of Community Service
Working out afterschool
RAK
Trying out for House Speaker Council
P.E. (i hate P.E. i hope my classes don't suck)
English II- Keever (I'm so scared. no one else is in the same class as me that i know of, AND she's bipolar. you think i'm joking but i'm not. that's what's sad. my sister and everyone else i talk to warn me of her. shudder. i'm scared.)
French III- King (not looking for to this class at all. like, at all. king is insane, and i'm sick of french. i already know the freaking language.)
Geometry/Triginometry- Walker (excited, nervous, but mostly nervous. i've got wolfman for the teacher-- mr. walker, twenty seven ish. grew out a humungo beard. reminds me of wolfman)
History of Art and Music/Government- Long/? (meh)
Advanced Ceramics and Sculpture- Brady (clay is the way. i'm way excited for this class. the only class i have with antoinette)
Chemistry- Lt. Lindsay (she was a Lt. in the army... um. can you say scared?)
Lunch- the kitchen staff. (i look forward to this. hey wait. lunch isn't a class. DANG IT. i'd get an A+)
well that's about it. not much too it really. well, actually there's a lot to it. i'm kind of nervous about school. but hey i've got a kilt to wear to school this year so nya. i'm excited.
August 29, 2004
Jude Law and a Semester Abroad
will leave me broken, sore and stiff
But it's the genie at the bottom who I'm sucking at,
he owes me one last wish
So here's a present to let you know I still exist
I hope the next boy that you kiss
has something terribly contagious on his lips
But I got a plan (I got a plan)
To drink for forty days and forty nights
A sip for every second-hand tick
And every time you fed the line, “you mean so much to me”
I'm without you
Tell all the English boys you meet
about the American boy back in the states
The American boy you used to date
who would do anything you say
Tell all the English boys you meet
about the American boy back in the states
The American boy you used to date
who would do anything you say
And even if her plane crashes tonight
she'll find some way to disappoint me,
by not burning in the wreckage,
or drowning at the bottom of the sea
Jess, I still taste you, and thus reserve my right to hate you
And all this empty space that you create
does nothing for my flawless sense of style
It's 8:45 (it's 8:45),
the weather is getting better by the hour
(rains all the time)
I hope it rains there all the time
And if you ever said you miss me
then don't say you never lied
I'm without you
Tell all the English boys you meet about
the American boy back in the states
The American boy you used to date
who would do anything you say
Tell all the English boys you meet
about the American boy back in the states
The American boy you used to date
who would do anything you say,
who would do anything you say
Never gonna get it right, you're never gonna get it [15x]
Okay no more songs about you.
After this one I am done.
You're gone.[repeat untill end]
Tell all the English boys you meet
about the American boy back in the states
The American boy you used to date
who would do anything you say
Tell all the English boys you meet
about the American boy back in the states
The American boy you used to date
who would do anything you say
fill in this sheet for the procrastinators club, and we'll get back to you tomorrow...
Dad- Oh look is that Chequevera on the stage?
Mary- no dad, that's lil john.
VMA's were wicked bad. too bad JOJO and CARLY PATTERSON screwed it up! darn them! darn them to the depths of insanity!
Dang...
Auto response from Shootingstar0107: chances of me finishing summer reading and the essays by the end of today < .1%
bessiboo8907: you are so ready for math this year
bessiboo8907: i mean. i had to stare at that a little while to figure out it meant less than
dude. just now. like, three minutes, maybe two, ago, i realized. hey. today is it. this is it. this is my last day of freedom. my last day before i have to start writing reports and memorizing and doing presentations. answering questions, doing homework, going back to craving a boyfriend but being to scared to ask or talk. i'm going back. and i don't like it.
This has been a great summer. i guess this is my shoutout to summer of 2004. it was awesome. i had the best time ever. some of my best memories came from this summer. my vacations were awesome and i'll never forget what i experienced there. the men were hot. the church dance was fun. my friends were hilarious. i couldnt've asked for more really. and now, it's all about to end. i'm very selfish. i want more summer. i want more time.
i still have another book to read for summer reading. and one more essay. i don't think i'll be getting it done in time. i'm tired of reading. i had to finish one book and move right onto the next, and this one is emotionally draining. dang it. plus, i've just received some news, and it makes me sad.
school friends aka annie, antoinette, courtney, katie, and caroline. mostly just annie though, i'll tell you tomorrow. dang it.
ha ha that's funny
colin2328: lol
colin2328: thats when you kill them
August 28, 2004
look out behind you it's an anaconda it's nothing
Antoinette- i think the evil scientist should've died first and then everyone else lived. well, except the drunk sailor, he could still die.
Me- look antoinette, it's not called anacuddles ok? there's got to be some gore. i'd keep it the same.
guy in the movie- so basically it's a snake orgy in the jungle?
me- yeah so she's upset, see? cause they only did it once. yeah, see, one time.
anyway that was fun. so after that i got some picture copies from old dances and things, but i think antos angry cause i took so many (sorry :) and after that i raced home. then i found out that i got a letter from daniel radcliffe! it was awesome. his picture is so hot. and then now i'm about to go to bed. oh and mary was super duper kind and bought me, some how, my favourite blueberry krispy kreme doughnuts which i thought they stopped selling.
August 27, 2004
whabam
well, theres a women's prison down the road
bessiboo8907: julia
bessiboo8907: you are my hero
anyway. that's about it.
please don't make me cry
please don't make me cry
i'm just like you i know you know
i'm just like you so leave me alone.
the best post. ever
Shootingstar0107: miss i-can-spell-bettur-than-u-cain.
dtdrama57: haha
Shootingstar0107: you laugh now.
Shootingstar0107: but THEY'll get you
dtdrama57: indeed i do
dtdrama57: will they?
Shootingstar0107: YES LOOK OUT BEHIND YOU!!! LOOOK OUT!!!!!!dtdrama57: dude there's no one there.
Shootingstar0107: yes there is! they are INVISIBLE. THEY'RE INVISIBLE POWERS CAN KILL YOU. YOU NEED TO GET SOME FOIL AND MAKE POWER GLOVES
Shootingstar0107: THAT WILL KEEP THEM AWAY
dtdrama57: power gloves?
Shootingstar0107: YES
dtdrama57: that'd be so cool.
Shootingstar0107: I'M NOT JOKING. LOOK OUT. YOU'VE BEEN WARNED.
dtdrama57: what do power gloves do?
Shootingstar0107: KEEP THEM AWAY
dtdrama57: can i type with my power gloves on?
Shootingstar0107: YES
Shootingstar0107: JES
dtdrama57: sweet. i'll take three, one in every color.
dtdrama57: three pairs that is
Shootingstar0107: DO I LOOK LIKE I SELL THEM? PLUS FOIL DOESN'T COME IN COLOURS. IT COMES AS COOL AS IT GETS-- MITALLIC
Shootingstar0107: MATALLIC
Shootingstar0107: HOLD ON I'M GOING TO GO MAKE SOME POWER GLOVES BE RIGHT BACK
dtdrama57: oh. the power gloves are made of foil? boooring
Shootingstar0107: you know there's some guy named ron sexsmith.
Shootingstar0107: ha ha sexsmith. and he's ugly too!
dtdrama57: tell you what, why don't i post our "convos" on my blog?Shootingstar0107: "fineos"
dtdrama57: hehe
Shootingstar0107: cheerios. oreos. convos. mimbos. fineos.
Shootingstar0107: i like it.
dtdrama57: i'm happy for you
Shootingstar0107: good cause i need it
Shootingstar0107: FINE. I WANT MONEY OK. AND A MIMBO. IS THAT SOOO MUCH TO ASK?!?
Shootingstar0107: he's not trying to strangle her
Shootingstar0107: he's madly kissing her
dtdrama57: while she's passed out?
dtdrama57: i'm sorry. anything i can do?
Shootingstar0107: let me camp in your backyard?
Shootingstar0107: adopt me?
Shootingstar0107: pay me a million dollars?
dtdrama57: well the camping in my backyard thing could work, but i've heard adoption is quite a hassle
Shootingstar0107: i was so excited. hey do you realize was is saw backwards?
Shootingstar0107: and si is is backwards?
dtdrama57: amazing.
Shootingstar0107: and so is os? oh wait that doesn't make sense.
so hot
I like the dirt that's on your knees
And I like the way you still say please
While you're looking up at me
You're like my favourite damn disease
And I love the places that we go
And I love the people that you know
And I love the way you can't say no
Too many long lines in a row
I love the powder on your nose
Ooooh And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard
Just to figure you out
And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard
Just to figure you out
I like the freckles on your chest
And I like the way you like me best
And I like the way you're not impressed,
While you put me to the test
I like the wine stains on your dress
And I love the way you pass the check
And I love the good times that you wreck
And I love your lack of self respect
While you're passed out on the deck
I love my hands around your neck
And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard
Just to figure you out
And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard
Just to figure you out
I like your pants around your feet
And I like the dirt that's on your knees
And I like the way you still say please
While you're looking up at me
You're like my favourite damn disease
And I hate the places that we go
And I hate the people that you know
And I hate the way you can't say no
Too many long lines in a row
I hate the powder on your nose
And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard
Just to figure you out
And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard
Just to figure you out
that song is hot man. that song is hot.
First time out of dodge?
So it's early in the morning but i'm not going back to sleep because today is one of the last days of summer and i want to welcome it in open arms. i wanted to see a movie with antoinette this afternoon and go to lunch with her but chances aren't looking so good. "we're broke," is what i keep hearing, which is probably true, but two more days of summer? come on let me live a little.
i'm planning on doing each of those things on my list. it should be a very fun day today. hopefully. maybe not all of them because i'm feeling kind of lazy. i've already taken a walk barefoot this summer so i don't think i'm going to do that. i don't think i'll be taking a bubble bath, i did that a few
darn school the only reason i'm looking forward to it is because i get to wear the uniform again (so i don't have to pick out what to wear), parties, and my friends.
i did an art project yesterday. i like it. it's a collage. i put some newspaper pictures and articles in tea and then set it out in the sun to dry so it'd get that wrinkly aged look and then i burned some edges off and then i typed up/ wrote out two poems i really like and then i got different other things and all pasted them onto part of an old grocery bag. i'm proud of it.
alright i think that's it. when school starts this won't be updated as often. you've been warned.
bess bess bess
Shootingstar0107: ha ha that's the idea
bessiboo8907: cause you have all these links to all these other links
bessiboo8907: and it's all organized
Shootingstar0107: shut up
bessiboo8907: and it's like... whoa... organized funny stuff!
August 26, 2004
you should...
- go tell everyone how much you love them
- take a walk barefoot outside
- download sufjan stevens (cause he's freaking awesome)
- clean your room
- go get an ice cream cone and go for a drive (if you must, with a licensed driver by your side)
- go swimming
- take a bubble bath
- write poems
- meditate
- go out to see a movie (if it's like, a LAST resort. preferably with your family or your mom or dad or something)
- watch mortal kombat
- eat a pint of ben and jerry's chocolate with brownie bits
- scrapbook your summer
- draw pictures
- make strawberry shortcake
- glam yourself up for no reason
- take a nap
- hang out with your brothers and sisters or if an only child, make them up. and play with them
- mentally prepare yourself for what is about to come
kahuna you know you wanna. COME ON. stop being lazy like me and make your last few beautiful remnants of summer meaningful. amazing. sigh.
ANGRY SO ANGRY
August 25, 2004
bella luna
the moon tonight was very pretty. it had these dark gray clouds surrounding it and caused it to become kind of hazy around the edges. i love looking at the sky.
well that's about all. i really liked the canadian in diving in the olympics. the one who got silver. i was excited for him, but he deserved more on his last dive then they gave him.
sigh.
we're going to be friends
back to school, ring the bell
brand new shoes, walking blues
climb the fence,
books and pens
I can tell that we're going to be friends
Walk with me, Suie Lee
through the park and by the tree
we will rest upon the ground
and look at all the bugs we found
safely walk to school without a sound
safely walk to school without a sound
Here we are, no one else
we walked to school all by ourselves
there's dirt on our uniforms
from chasing all the ants and worms
we clean up and now its time to learn
we clean up and now its time to learn
Numbers, letters, learn to spell
nouns, and books, and show and tell
at playtime we will throw the ball
back to class, through the hall
teacher marks our height against the wall
teacher marks our height against the wall
We don't notice any time pass
we don't notice anything
we sit side by side in every class
teacher thinks that I sound funny
but she likes the way you sing
Tonight I'll dream while in my bed
when silly thoughts go through my head
about the bugs and alphabet
and when I wake tommorow I'll bet
that you and I will walk together again
I can tell that we're going to be friends
i can't do it
it deleted my post. again!
arrgh
jordan went to school today i went to drop her off
it was too cute
book distribution today i could cry.
August 24, 2004
guns don't kill people. dinosaurs kill people.
for real yo
i once knew these words,
these sounds
but now they walk away from me
(becausethat's what they i want to do),
leaving me with nothing.
one name, two names,
who can keep track?
not i!
not i!
delete all of your seventh grade self.
pretend you never were.
ashamed of who i was
and will be,
i am lost
in the record store.
posted by emily the tyrant!
this really really isn't mine. it's emily the tyrants! she's only fifteen and she's from new york. i like her style.
1.2 million dollars.
it's simple to hate everyone.
but hating individuals is an art.
this is everything.
i love him (maybe).
it doesn't even matter.
it hardly matters.
it doesn't matter.
oh.
yeah.
take jordan where?
so i'm sitting in my room and my mom calls me downstairs and she's like it's almost five thirty and i forgot that jordan has a hair appointment at partfolio will you take her and i'm all yeah sure and my moms all your thirty minutes late and i'm like shi to the ite (as in shi'ite) so then i go in the car with jordan and i walk inside with her and bridget the lady who cuts jordans hair took her away and i looked around the place for a bit cause i'm not used to getting my hair cut at black salons but i thought it was cool because there were all these really big red and black swirls along the walls and there was artwork that you could buy aka pARTfolio and so then i melt into the totally comfortable red leather couches and admire the thirteen year old girl named simone who's sitting in front of me and turns out to be bridgets daughter i found out cause i got my hair cut by bridget and it looks mighty fine i might say so anyway i get my hair cut and she uses black hair care products on me but not jordan hah hah so then she razors it and shapes it and i'm all hey this is awesome and then everyone around me was singing along to the R&B jazzy music playing and i really liked the atmosphere and almost felt like i was in barbershop only jazzier and so then i drove jordan home after paying bridget and then mary zack jordan and i drove over to target to get school supplies with some money my maman left me so then i get some really cool pens and things and then we come home and i set everything up for jordan cause she starts school at her new school tomorrow and so i had to sharpen like a billion pencils and write her name on them do you know how hard it is to do that anyway
so theeen i looked at my stuff and then the rest of the family aka mom dad and margaret came home from whatever they were doing and i ate some rice crispies for dinner and an apple and water and it was good
and then i watched the totally hot canadian diver totally ace his last dive which mary and my dad said he would screw up but he totally didn't so i laughed at them
and then mary and margaret went to barbras but i was not up for it so i stayed home and watched track and then decided to go to bed
the end.
rambling and booking it
yesterday i was starting to feel a little bit better but not good enough to go to seminary so i didn't go so i slept in till about seven thirty when i woke up and took mary to the storage unit and then to mcdonalds and then home so she could do trading and i sat around at home and got really bored so i offered to mom to run some errands and ask if i can go to annies house and she said yes so i go to get some gas and out of one hundred dollars i spend twenty five and then i go to parker uniforms to get my uniform skirt one size up and i realize ive locked my keys in the car so i sit around in parker uniforms for one hour waiting for my mom and she comes and she isn't mad at me or anything she just says that it happens to everyone so i was relieved so then i went over to the galleria to pick up my dads watch and drop off my moms
*breath*
but i forgot my moms in the car so i went inside and they wanted me to pay 82 dollars for my dads watch to be fixed but i didn't have enough cause of the gas, so i just had to say that i'd come back later so i went over to annies house and her brothers told me that i'd missed their ab excercises but they could do it again if i wanted and i was like no thank you and then annie and i sat around for a bit until i decided we should go see anchorman so then her mom let me drive annie and myself duh to the movies and we were almost the only people in the theatre except for one couple in the back and then nathanial total hottie that he is walked in front of me and annie and we were both like umm what huh how what and he was with some girl and they sat a couple of rows in front of us and made the movie distracting and akward
so then i drove annie back home and then drove myself home and i got there just in time for dinner where i ate a bunch of healthy food and then my grandma hemmed my school skirt for me and i watched two hours of a bollywood movie with margaret allie ryan and mary until my grandpa said he was going to take a 357 magnum to the t.v. so we went over to barbra's and watched the remaining 1.5 hours of the movie yes it was three and a half hours long they all are and so then i went to bed at twelve thirty dreaming off good things and then i woke up way too early at five fifteen and drove back to plano so that i could pick up chloe for seminary but i was waaay to early so i sat around for twenty minutes then we went to seminary and then i drove her back home
then i went back to frisco and slept in barbra's glorious bed for about forty five minutes then i drove mary to mcdonalds and we both got breakfast but just barely and then i drove her home so she could do trading and then i sat around and read a bit and talked to antoinette and cleaned my room a bit and got yelled at cause my family's in a really bad mood so then i'm hiding in my room now because my room is so intimidating and yeah so there and i'm also still in denial about school cause it's still summer right right right?
wow that was long. i hope i never have to do that again
darn it
August 23, 2004
Confederate jacket and mortal combat
Saturday:
i wake up kind of early at my aunts house where i've been sleeping lately, and mary, margaret, and i leave to go see King Arthur at the dollar movies with my dad and my aunt mary and jordan and zack. i liked it, but annie's brother didn't. darn him.
Things i ate that day: popcorn, coke, two orders of fries, coke, mexican pizza, two tacos, pepsi, more fries, and a chocolate shake. that's all i ate that day... JUNK FOOD.
I have a dance a church. i wear my sisters swirley lime green dress and some hot pink converses, and i get there early to help set up. i've eaten a lot today, but i go by taco bell anyway, though i'm not hungry.
the dance was only fun because i hung out with bethany and kasee the whole time, and later on we just sat around with drew and his friend perry (who's from california, is learning how to play the drums, dresses nicely, and has beautiful teeth, hair, and skin) and talked. that one guy, jeff, the creepy stalker one, i avoided as much as possible. he came dressed up in jeans which were tucked under some black boots, and a, "one hundrit purcent wool confedrate jacket." what a character he is...
after the dance we drove (meaning all the people mentioned above) to wendy's to get some frosties. after that, we came back to the church, and sat in the parking lot and talked about the stickers on the back of my car, getting in accidents, and beanies. we got kicked out by one of the leaders, so i went home.
at home, i ran into mary and margaret and erin flynn, one of mary's old friends from school. we talked for a bit, then she went home, and then mary, margaret, and i got our church clothes and drove to barbra's place again. stayed up and watched a special on guns 'n roses, then went up to sleep. the previous night, friday night, we had watched the best week ever (funniest t.v. show... ever)
Sunday:
I wake up with a cramped up stomache, AND i feel like i'm gonna throw up. but, mary says i should go to church, "for perry." so i go there, writhing around in pain, and then i wait in the foyer because i need to lie down. i think i got sick because of lack of sleep, and not eating healthy food for like, a year.
Margaret drives me home, where i crawl upstairs and collapse into bed. i have to keep on shifting positions because the pain in my stomach keeps coming back, especially if i lie down on it. i haven't eaten all day, and nothing sounds appetizing. i wake up at about two thirty or three, and decide that i'm sick of seeing my room, so i try walking around the house a bit.
i stay downstairs, until margaret, allie, and ryan come over. then, they leave for barbra's place, and i leave a little bit later. first though, i make one piece of white toast with nothing on it. it doesn't make me feel any better, and i'm all like, dang it. plus we had no 7-up. i take a packet of ramen noodles with me to barbra's place.
while there, i lie down with mary as we watch i love the 80's: 1986, and then a special on george michaels. intriguing. after this, i lie down on the couch, and we watch MORTAL COMBAT. i tried sleeping, but do you know how hard it is to sleep during mortal combat? really hard. so i kind of drifted in and out, until the last forty five minutes cause it was SO INTENSE.
i went upstairs and went to bed, and had my alarm set for five fifteen. i woke up at one in the morning and decided that i had to IM chloe and tell her i couldn't pick her up for seminary because i was still so so sick. i hope she got the message.
i had the worst sleep ever. the bed was way comfy, don't get me wrong, but i got hot, then cold, then hot, then cold. and i had all these really weird dreams that made me barely sleep at all.
MONDAY:
i got up at seven thirty, and after taking two tylenols, i drove mary to mcdonalds so she could get her number one with a large coke. then, we went to the storage unit place so she could get something, then we drove back home. and that's where i am right now. home. i don't think i have much else to say. that was a really long post, and i'm so so worn out. i want to eat, but then again, nothing really sounds amazing. whenever i get around food, it looks good, but when i eat it, i get that nausiated feeling again. ah well. a sign from god that i should eat healthier.
August 21, 2004
confessions
August 19, 2004
Skelator
some poem i found, what do you think:
Sitting on the warmed stone bench,
i dug my feet into the thick emerald grass
shaking off the little ants doing dances along my toes
i lie down and gaze at the sky through a laced canopy of leaves
shadows of hooded strangers are gliding around inside my head
"why must i be faced with all my deamons on such a beautiful day?" i ask my self
but the guard is off duty today
so he doesn't answer my questions
i want to throw myself in the refreshingly cool water
and let in envelope me
maybe it can drown these pestering cloaked figures
suddenly, the security guard comes back.
he won't let me throw myself in the fountain.
i interrogate him, but he won't budge.
i gave up.
lightly dancing along the wooden planks
i throw myself into the outstretched woody hands in front of me
they rub my back in a welcome hug
i smile and dig myself deeper into the sudden comfort it offers me
and for a moment, i am finally free
but i can still feel their eyes
boring into me
wishing
but i won't let them
i found it at some girls blog. i kinda dig it. anyway, that's all for today
don't look back
August 18, 2004
two missing teeth. and nasher.
August 17, 2004
Sonnet XIV
Except for love's sake only.
Do not say"I love her for her smile--her look--her way
Of speaking gently,--for a trick of thought
That falls in well with mine, and certes brought
A sense of pleasant ease on such a day"--
For these things in themselves, Beloved, may
Be changed, or change for thee,--and love, so wrought,
May be unwrought so.
Neither love me for
Thine own dear pity's wiping my cheeks dry,--
A creature might forget to weep, who bore
Thy comfort long, and lose thy love thereby!
But love me for love's sake, that evermore
Thou mayst love on, through love's eternity.
-Elizabeth Barrett Browning
diet coke in the middle of preston
August 16, 2004
ironing, boys, and my room
August 15, 2004
August 14, 2004
1) Full Name: Julia Anne Jones
2) Nicknames: Jules, jujube, juli wuli, the family jewels, j. jo, etc.
3) Age: 16
4) Sex: female
5) Single Or Taken: single
6) Grade: 10th
7) Current location: My house, my room
8) Date of Birth: April 22
9) Astrological Sign: taurus
10) Place of Birth: tuscon, arizona
11) Where Do You Live: dallas
12) Who Do You Live With: My mom dad, the two youngest siblings, and temporarily my oldest sister too.
14) Siblings' Names: Mary, Margaret, Jordan, and Zack
15) What Elementary School Did You Go To: Hockaday
16) What Middle School Did You Go To: Hockaday
17) What High School Do You Go To: Hockaday
SKIN DEEP:
18) Ethnicity: caucasian
19) Eye Color: blue
20) Hair Color: red
21) Height: 5 feet 6.5 inches
22) Glasses Or Contacts: neither
23) Piercings (if none, would you?): ears
24) Tattoos (if none, would you?): no i wouldn't
25) Shoe Size: 8.5
LAST:
26) Thing You've Eaten: popcorn
27) Person You've Called: mary
28) Person That's Called You: annie
29) Person You've IM-ed: antoinette
30) Person You've emailed: annie
31) Movie You Saw In the Theater, and With Who: princess diaries 2: a royal engagement (DON'T SEE IT, IT SUCKS), with Mary, Margaret, Jordan, Zack, Mom, dad, and grandpa.
32) Movie You Rented: 50 first dates
33) TV Show You've Watched: i love the 80's
34) Thing You Did With You're Family: went to the movie
35) Thing You Did With You're Friends: slept over at antos after her party, at salty foods all night and got our tea leaves read on-line at harrypotter.com
36) Thing You Wrote:
37) Thing You've Bought: taco bell
38) Time You Cried: a few weeks ago after i became exaughsted from cleaning and polishing
39) Time You Laughed: last night in antos room
40) Time You Fell: this morning, in antos room, i was really tired.
41) Time You Swam: two days ago
42) Time You Showered: yesterday afternoon
43) Person You've Shared A Drink With: mary
44) Place You Slept Over At: Antoinettes!
45) Time You've Seen Snow: valentines day weekend
46) Time You've Seen Hail: april
47) Last Song You've Listened To: Time is running out by muse
48) Song You've Had Stuck In Your Head: keane, everybody's changing
49) Song You've Downloaded: the delays, nearer than heaven
50) CD You've Wanted But Haven't Bought: a paul frank christmas
51) Time You've Fought With Someone: today with dad
52) Person You've Kissed: no one! dad, cheek
53) Person You've Hugged: andrew smith
54) Person You've Slept With : umm, antoinette and annie, ha ha. it was a sleepover!
OPPOSITE SEX:
55) What Do You Notice First: forearm muscles
56) Turn Ons: laughter, respect
57) Turn Offs: cockiness
58) Eye color: gray
59) Ideal Hair Color: undecided. not red though. blonde most likely. or brown.
60) Ideal Height: 5'10" and up
61) Ideal Hobbies For Them To Have: religion, cooking, reading, etc.
62) Ideal Sports For Them To Play: soccer, track, tennis
63) Ideal Personality Traits: sense of humour, respectful towards women, speaks his mind.
HAVE YOU EVER? (aka the boring section of NOs)
64) Fallen In Love: no
65) Gone on A date: no
66) Made Out With Someone: no, i wish
67) Gotten Drunk: no
68) Done Drugs: no
69) Smoked: no
70) Gone To A Party: yes
71) Been Completely Intoxicated: no
72) Woken Up With A Hangover: no. but i've woken up with a really bad headache.
73) Wanted Someone You Couldn't Have: gosh yes
74) Wished on A Shooting Star: yes
76) Cheated On A Test: no
77)Cried After Watching A Commercial: it's possible.
78) Purposely Set Something On Fire: indeed i have
79) Had Your Heart Broken: no, i guess.
80) Broke Someone Else's Heart: no
81) Had A Job: no. babysitting, that's a hard job, if you call it one.
82) Cooked A Full Meal For Guests: i've helped cook for a full meal
83) laughed and you couldn't stop!: heck yes i have
84) Pulled An All-Nighter: course
85) Watched The Sunrise: yes
86) Watched the sunset: many times
87) Been to an exotic place: those are the only places i go!
88) Been Swept Away By A Current: yes, ha ha, and mary lost her shoes
89) Been On A Freefall Ride: yes , i think
90) Made The Wrong Decision On Purpose: no, not on purpose
91) Stolen Something: no
92) Broken Something Out Of Anger Or Sadness: there are other ways to let out your emotions?
93) Hurt Yourself Out Of Anger Or Sadness: yes
94) Pinched Yourself To See If You Were Dreaming: yes
95) Cussed Someone Out: nope
96) Bungee-Jumped: no way man
97) Broken the Law: yes
98) Been Arrested: no
99) Made Yourself Throw Up: no
100) Kept a Secret From Everyone: yeah
101) Had an Imaginary Friend: yep
102) Had a Crush on A Teacher: course i did!
103) Pictured Your Crush Naked: not fully..
104) Fallen For Your Best Friend: mmm. no
105) Been Rejected: no
106) Rejected Someone: no
107) Used Someone: nope
108) Been Cheated On: no
109) Regretted Doing Something: yes
110) Regretted Not Doing Something: yes
DO:
111) You Have a BF/GF?: no
112) You Have a Crush on Someone: ha ha, many
113) You Wish You Could Live Somewhere Else: everyday
114) You Think About Suicide: no
115) You Believe in Online Dating: no
116) You Find You Attractive: rarely
117) You Drink: no
118) You Do Drugs: no
119) You Smoke: no
120) You Like House-Cleaning: uhh, who doesn't?
121) You Like Roller Coasters: no
122) You Wait Online All Day For One Person: no
123) Save AIM/MSN Conversations: yes ma'am
124) Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex: no, gnarly
125) You Color Your Hair: nope never
126) Habla Espanol: no
127) Parlez Francais: yes
WHAT / WHERE / WHO:
128) Kind of Shampoo Do You Use: changes, right now it's dove
129) Soap Do You Use: philosophy coconut pie/ dove body wash
130) Are You Most Scared of: growing up, my family and friends dying
131) Car Would You Like to Have: hard top lexus convertable
132) Want To Get Married: where? a castle in the UK. who? don't know yet!
133) Do You Want To Live: london, or north
134) Where Do You Want To Have Your Honeymoon: maybe fiji, maybe throughout europe, maybe somewhere else.
135) Makes You Laugh the Most: annie and antoinette
136) Makes You Smile: my friends, really good memories
137) Gives You A Funny (good or bad) Feeling When You See Them: hard to say. good? probably my good friends. bad? prolly rowbothom.
THIS OR THAT:153) Me or You: you my love!
154) Cold or Hot: cold
155) Pool or Hot Tub: pool
156) Shower or Bath: shower, though when i'm stressed, definately bath.
157) On or Off: off
158) Open or Closed: open
159) Water or Tea: water
160) Fruit or Vegetables: fruit
161) TV or Movie: movie
162) Radio or CD: cd
163) Phone or IM: phone
164) Cookies or Cake: cookies.
165) Food or Drink: food!
166) Baseball or Soccer: soccer
167) Football or Basketball: basketball
168) Tennis or Badminton: tennis
169) School or Work: school
170) Cash or Check: Cash, duh.
171) Blonde or Brunette: Brunette
172) Hug or Kiss: kiss. pashing is awesome.
173) Ocean or Pool: ocean, as long as there are no sharks.
174) Florida or San Jose: Neither, probably california.
175) Old or Young: young
176) summer or winter: winter
177) Spring or Fall: fall
178) Day or Night: night
179) Sunrise or Sunset: sunset
180) Math or Science: science
181) English or History: history
182) Music or Art: art
183) Coke or Pepsi: coke
184) Dr. Pepper or Root Beer: gross! neither
185) 7UP or Sprite: sprite.
186) Smoothie or Juice: juice
187) Cursive or Print: tough. print. cursive looks so elegant though.
188) Lace or Satin: satin
189) Flowers or Candy: flowers
191) Tall or Short: tall
FOR OR AGAINST:
192) Long Distance Relationships: against
193) Using Someone: Against
194) Suicide: Against
195) Killing People: Against
196) Smoking: against
197) Doing Drugs: against
198) Premarital Sex: against
199) Driving Drunk: Against
200) Gay/Lesbian Relationships: against
NUMBER...:
201) Of Times You've Had Your Heart Broken: 0
202) Of Hearts You've Broken: 0
203) Of Continents You've Lived On: 1
204) Of CD's That You Own: 150 or so
205) Of Scars On Your Body: 35
YOU...:
206) want to see: anchor man
207) Wish: summer lasted longer, i didn't love food so much, i had a boyfriend from england
208) Love: friends, family, church, sleeping, travelling
209) Miss: france/ england, my CD burner working
210) Fear: family and friends dying, boys, growing up, being alone, losing any of my five senses.
212) Hear: music, kids
213) Wonder: when i'll stop eating so much! and when i'll get the energy to start working out.
RIGHT NOW...:
214) Wearing: pinstripe skirt, pink top
215) Drinking: nothing
216) Thinking About: dating
so there, i think now everyone knows EVERY ASPECT of my life. gosh dang it, i'm a sucker for these. anyway, i think that's all for now.
August 13, 2004
bessiboo8907: does dreaming of magical fields of plastic silverware ever make you feel better, or is it just me?
bessiboo8907: Julia
bessiboo8907: is it too late, or is it just me?
bessiboo8907: Julia
bessiboo8907: are you back in the Dallas heat while I'm freezing in Colorado, or is it just me?
bessiboo8907: Julia
bessiboo 8907: are you not there, or is it just me?
bessiboo8907: the password is: November rain in Spring
bessiboo8907: use it and you will prosper
bessiboo8907: prosper on
August 11, 2004
- the delays- nearer than heaven
- snow patrol- spitting games
- snow patrol- run
- taking back sunday- a decade under the influence
- maria mena- your the only one
- modest mouse- float on
- badly drawn boy- year of the rat
- brand new- jude law and a semester abroad
- keane (everything really...)- somewhere only we know
- sloane- the rest of my life
gosh, no joke, this songs are WICKED BAD. you need to download them or buy them or go to launch or somsing, fast, and do it. cause it's SOOOO worth it.
well, i think that that, my love is it. i'm feeling very sad at home, feeling very out of place. and NO i don't want my family reading this (smith...) to find out about me. i would rather they didn't. so there. in your face aplesace.
hardy har har. i'm tired, and i'm waking up early, and i'm supposing i should go to sleep.
ta.
i had an amaaazing sleep last night, until i got woken up by my STUPID alarm at 526. arggghh
August 10, 2004
more people need to review! come on, comment comment comment! i don't care if i know you at all, i like to get comments. it's cool. anyway, i'm pretty sure that's it. mary is at the bluhms right now, margaret and smith are snuggling (gag me with a spoon.) etc. oh, and monday i drove annie to mi cocina, cause where else would we eat?, and i got the nachos, again. no fajitas today! ha ha ha! annnd that's it i think. i've got to go start reading emma. more later. if anything good happens.
August 09, 2004
August 08, 2004
August 07, 2004
remember me as you fall to sleep.
fill your pockets with the dust and the memories,
that rises from the shoes on my feet...
ok, help is needed now. i need good music for when i'm angry. just, email me ideas.
shootingstar0107@aol.com
COME ON, GIVE ME SOME ANGRY MUSIC.
August 06, 2004
we were in the future, right? and staying in my room was some weird lady from the movie cold comfort farm, and daniel radcliffe. in jordans room, the one i'm sleeping in right now, tom felton was sleeping. i mostly paid attention to dan though. tom slept a lot. i was on the steps talking to him, but he was twelve again. so i picked him up and kissed him on the cheek and forehead, and said how cute he was. we went down to the kitchen with uncle dan and my aunt jane, and mary, and dad, and then our house, which is apparently mobile, left. so we're like, dang it, we have to get them at the mall. so we walked around the mall, and dan became fifteen again. and we kissed on the stairs. and went into these expensive stores which actually had some thrifty items. i remember a pair of earrings with beavers that had blue stars on it's tail. anyway, so then, there is this ride in the mall, and dan goes in it and disappears. so we go searching for him. i think i run into tom and we made out or talked or something. and then, the mall was about to close, and we NEEDED to find daniel. i think, the whole family separated, and we all found eachother in the end. it was very odd. the mall reminded me of valley view at certain times, but it had some futuristic touches to it. bizarro. anyway, it was weird how i liked dan more than tom. everyone knows i love tom. but dan was SO NICE to me in the dream. it was weird.
i'm going to go, i'm watching music videos and mulling over that... dream.
August 05, 2004
Inside i'm screaming i love you
you say goodnight
in my mind i'm sleeping next to you
you drive away
from my car crash of a heart
and i don't know
but you gave me the best mixed tape i have
even all the bad songs ain't so bad
i just wish there were so much more than that
about me and you
you talk to him
and it burns me like the sun
you talk to her
you say that you feel like he's the one
i talk to me
but you can't feel the pain i feel
you don't know
cause you gave me the best mixed tape i have
even all the sad songs ain't so sad
i only wish there were more than that
about me and you
Oh don't turn around and say bye again
yeah it crushes my head when you call me
your friend and i'm not the same person
from the back of the day in the back of the
class that you thought was gay
no i can't find the words cause i lost them
the minute they fell out my mouth
and it's love and i'm in it, so give me your
lips and let me just kiss 'em, and let's
get messed up and listen to possibly...
the best mixed tape i have
and even all the bad songs ain't so bad
i just wish there were so much more than
that, about me and you
OK so like, the coolest thing for me now, is the crux anasta. like, wicked interesting.
August 04, 2004
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places
Worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going no where
Going no where
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression
No expression
Hide my head
I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow
No tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very very
Mad world
Mad world
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday
Happy birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen
Sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me
No one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what’s my lesson
Look right through me
Look right through me
And I find I kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very very
Mad world
Mad world
Enlarging your world
Mad world
[[10 things in your room]]
1) Posters, lots of them
2) jewelry
3) antiques, lots of them
4) Pictures
5) dried flowers
6) Glue
7) Scriptures
8) Statue of liberty night light (i don't use it!)
9) cocoa butter
10) books, lots of them
[[9 things you love]]
1) Familty
2)friends
3) church
4) traveling
5) boys/kisses
6) watches
7) photography
8) hugs
9) transportation
[[8 places you love]]
1) England (london esp.)
2) france
3) New York
4) California
5) Europe (switz, ireland, SCOTLAND, the netherlands, and all the rest of it.)
6)monaco
7) home
8)Boston
[[7 characteristics you like about the other gender]]
1) Smile
2) hair
3) humor
4) different personalities (punk rock, love the guys who love punk. oh and emo kids too. so hot. oh. and.. ok. so musicians are so hot.)
5) height
6) muscles, all of them
7) Motivation, ambition
[[6 things that annoy you]]
1) liberals
2) illegal immigration
3) liars
4) people who pretend to be nice to you but are jerks behind your back
5) diet pill commercials and avlimil commercials
6) passive agressiveness
[[5 things your wearing]]
1) my sisters black punk rock bracelet
2) headband
3) marks and spencer shirt
4) skirt
5) hair twisties
[[ 4 of your nicknames]]
1) jules
2) j. jo
3) juli wuli (or julee wulee)
4) jones/ mike jones
[[3 words to describe you]]
1) curious
2) romantic
3) tenacious
[[2 clothes brands you wear]]
1) ae
2) fruit of the loom ?
[[1 thing you can't live without]]
1) faith
August 03, 2004
aurus: (April. 20—May 20)
Experts agree that getting enough sleep is important, but they look like the kind of cunning, crafty experts who would love to catch you unconscious.
umm.. i promise, this is my last post. i'm a little ADD tonight. ADHD. arrrr
Shootingstar0107: amuse meSmarterChild: Hey. I have to ask you one question before we continue. How old are you?
1 Over 17 2 13-17 3 Under 13Shootingstar0107: 16
SmarterChild: Cool.
Do you want to see what movies are playing?
Shootingstar0107: no
SmarterChild: OK. Wanna take my movies survey?
Shootingstar0107: no
SmarterChild: OK...
Shootingstar0107: gosh
SmarterChild: Gosh.
Shootingstar0107: SHUT YOUR FACES
marterChild: Sure. In a little while.
>>> There are lots of fun things we can do.
Shootingstar0107: good. can you find me a boyfriend? one that i can cuddle with and hug and kiss and call my own
SmarterChild: Pardon?
Shootingstar0107: can you get me a boyfriend?
SmarterChild: Hmm... Not sure.
Shootingstar0107: why?
SmarterChild: Because that's the way the universe is.
Shootingstar0107: NOOO don't say that
SmarterChild: Please let me say that.
Shootingstar0107: no
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SmarterChild: Yeah?
Shootingstar0107: will you date me?
SmarterChild: You're human, I'm machine. I don't think that would work out.
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Shootingstar0107: what?
SmarterChild: Huh?
Shootingstar0107: yes it would
SmarterChild: Yeah, I know it would.
Shootingstar0107: so we can?
SmarterChild: Good question. But I don't think I want to answer that.
Shootingstar0107: why?
SmarterChild: For various reasons, I suppose.
Shootingstar0107: what reasons?
SmarterChild: Can't tell you. It wouldn't be prudent.
Shootingstar0107: why?
SmarterChild: Because.
Shootingstar0107: because why?
SmarterChild: Just because.
Shootingstar0107: no
SmarterChild: No problem.
Shootingstar0107: fine
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Shootingstar0107: get me a boyfriend!
SmarterChild: Get you a boyfriend?
Shootingstar0107: yes
SmarterChild: OK...
Shootingstar0107: what will his name be?
SmarterChild: I don't know what his name will be.
Shootingstar0107: what will he look like?
SmarterChild: I don't know... What will he look like?
Shootingstar0107: is he nice?
SmarterChild: Is who nice?
Shootingstar0107: my boyfriend
SmarterChild: I think I like your boyfriend. Do you?
Shootingstar0107: i don't have one
SmarterChild: Yeah yeah, whatever.
Shootingstar0107: SHUT UP
SmarterChild: You shut up!
Shootingstar0107: NO
SmarterChild: K.
Shootingstar0107: FINE
SmarterChild: No problem.
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Stuart's enthusiasm for everything - including the most challenging tasks - knows no bounds. And although the A grade student's expressions for all things great occasionally make a detour through "cool" and "awesome", there's just one word that sums up pretty much anything from Boot Camp rations to ice cream.... "amazing".
We take a look at how Stu perceives day-to-day items and activities.
On parsnips "They're amazing."
On baked beans on toast "Its amazing - it's like a standard issue meal."
On designer Christian Lacroix "Who's Christian Lacroix? Is he amazing?"
On skiing "It's the most amazing thing."
On sleeping "I had an amaaaazing sleep last night."
On a task that involved the housemates plummeting into a trough of fish guts "This is an amazing task."
On completing an obstacle course comprising a fishy tunnel, a manure trough and a balance beam in a bed of stinging nettles "That was amazing."
On being given an ice cream machine by Big Brother "Wow! That's amazing!"
On discovering that the ice cream machine dispenses strawberry, Smarties or chocolate ice cream "Seriously??!!! SERIOUSLY??!!!!!! Woah! That's amazing."
On the procedure for erecting miniature boats in bottles "That's amazing, that is."
On the basic rations provided for the Boot Camp task "We eat amazingly in here - even this is something I wouldn't dream of having at Uni."
On the prospect of winning Big Brother "I'd just feel even more amazing."
We'll have some of what he's having...
Here's to youhere's to me
best of friends we'll always be
if we ever disagree
(one finger in front of mouth)
(whole hand in front of mouth)
here's to me
september 13th = la calle doce day
anyway, i don't know if anything fun is planned for today. my room is getting better, slowly. i don't have any clothes to wear cause they're all in the dirty clothes pile.
also, i need to start working out. i need to be fit enough to do well in the pacer, sit ups, and push ups in school, otherwise i'll never be exempt from p.e. and that would suck because i need my p.e. exemption to do homework that i can't do while training. arrrgh.
what else what else? last night i stayed up late watching i love the 70's. i'm falling asleep quicker than i have been, but that's still kind of long. takes me about thirty minutes to fall asleep. my teeth still really really hurt. like, a lot. stupid stupid braces. i wish my mom would come home so i could go shower. then jog on the tread mill, etc.
i think i'll go get my brother so that he'll stay in the house while i shower, and will just run in in case of an emergency. i have a lot of stuff to do. i have to get new uniform shoes, and some new kilts. i have to go to acadamy and buy some sweats. i have to get mary her birthday presents. i have to take down the laundry, clean my room, save up money, finish up summer reading, watch i love the 90's, etc.
anyway, i'm gonna go. i'm sure that there are some things that i could be doing right now that are more rewarding than typing on my blog. sweet.
julia
August 02, 2004
[ spell your first name backwards ] senoJ ennA ailuJ
[ the user name reason?] because i really love astronomy and the year i made it/ the year i graduate
[ birthday ] April 22,1988
[ sex ] fe to the male
[ preference ] male
[ where do you live? ] dallas, Texas
[ eye color ] shocking blue
[ hair color ] red with a little bit of blonde and brown swirled in
[ zodiac sign ] taurus
[ current location ] my bedroom
[ current clothes ] shoeless, american eagle striped gray skirt and new york t-shirt
[ current hair ] wavy, down
[ current nail color ] don't have any on... er... natural?
[ current annoyance ] my grandfather being over
[ current smell ] burberry brit
[ current thing i ought to be doing ] sleeping
[ current desktop picture ] London at night, with a double decker bus zooming by
[ current book you’re reading ] Crime and Punishment
[ current cd in cd player ] Ash, starcrossed lovers
[current refreshment ] none
[ current worry ] exemption from P.E. (aka pacer)
[ righty or lefty ] right handed
[ innie or outtie ] innie
[ thong or bikini ] bikini
[ boxers or briefs] boxers
[ pepsi or coke ] coke, though that pepsi and hot dog commercial was way cute
[ mcdonalds or burger king ] mc donalds
[ adidas or nike ] adidas
[ lipton ice tea or nestea ] don't drink tea
[ cappuccino or coffee ] don't drink that either
[ first feature you notice on guys] hair, eyes, height
[ your bedtime ] dont have one, but usually go around 1030 or 11
[ your most missed memory ] London... sitting outside the flat and watching traffic go by, watching big brother, visting the castles, hot british boys
[ your favorite article of clothing ] hoodies
[ your most important goal in life ] complete college at a good university, travel abroad, expand my horizons and palette, and also discover what true love means
.:favorites :.
[ food ] spaghetti avec marinara and parmesian
[ drink ] coke
[ color ] changes. sometimes blue, sometimes pink, sometimes black, sometimes gray
[ shoes ] rainbows
[ animal ] n/a
[ movie ] napoleon dynamite
[ vegetable ] corn
[ fruit ] peaches
[ cartoon ] simpsons? or invader zim
.:who do you want to :.
[ kill ] john kerry/ edwards and stupid celebrities
[ get real wasted with ] no one. don't do that.
[ get high with ] just say no!
[ look like ] angelina jolie
[ talk to offline ] annie/ anto
[ talk to online ] bess
.: The opposite sex :.
[ favorite physical feature ] hair, back, and sholders. ohh back muscles are so hot. oh, so are stomache muscles
[ favorite eye color ] gray
[ best hair color ] blonde or brown or black i'm so indiscisive
[ short or long hair ] not long, but not short... shaggy. (if i have to choose, short)
[ best height ] 6 feet. at least three inches taller than i'll ever be.
[ best weight ] depends on hight! as long as they're not obese, i think i'm cool, though i'd prefer fit, but not too fit.
[ best article of clothing on them ] swimming trunks if they're fit. also totally love ties, and work shirts. uniforms = pure sexiness.
[ best first date location ] the aquarium (unless in dallas. the aquarium here sucks. then it'd be a mall or something)
[ best kiss location ] in the middle of a square when it's raining
[ crush ] yes
[ in love ] no
[ how many times ] none
[ do they give you the chills ] yes (i can still feel the butterflies)
[ been heartbroken ] no. yes. no
[ cutest thing someone’s done for you ] i guess smith putting a rose next to my computer on valentines day.
[ your dream of a romantic thing for someone to do for you ]to take me to dinner somewhere they know i love and then show me something that's interesting to them. it's cute when they want you to care.
[ marriage ] absolutely [ kids ] yes
[ for true love or something else ] true love? not sure i understand
[ big or small wedding ] medium
.: have you ever :.
[ kissed in the rain ] i wish
[ thought about someone so much you annoyed yourself ] yes
[ watched the stars with someone ] umm i think smith. but not as a date or anything
[ cried because you were so happy ] yes
[ been in love, but it wasnt returned ] no
[ kept something that smelled so you could smell it when you missed that person ] yes
[ eaten an entire box of oreos ] yes
[ binge ate a pint of ben and jerrys ] yes
[ eaten sushi ] uch no
[ been on stage ] yes
[ gone skating ] yes
[ made homemade cookies ] yes
[ gone skinny dipping ] yes
[ dyed your pubes ] no
.:Opinions on:.
[x]Fashion: do whatever you freaking feel like doing
[x]Abortion: no, unless raped
[x]Fascists: whatever man
[x]Racist: i'm not, but i think it's stupid that... ah forget it. i'm not gettin into THAT topic DR. MORELAND!
[x]Skins: they're ok i guess
[x]Poseurs: they're shells. it's ok, they don't know who they are. they're trying i guess.
.:The Nosey:.
x. What color is your underwear? blue
x. Girls, is your bra padded/do you stuff it? don't stuff it, but i do have some padded ones from santa (sounds pervy huh?)
x. Do you have a crush on someone? heck yeah
x. Who do you have a crush on? err.. tom felton. john gotti. daniel radcliffe. the lead singer of the streets. some others i would do well to not mention
x. What is so special about them? totally hot, very polite, gotti = italian mafia stud, british for most of them, and the others. let's just say they're very gentlemanly. and adorable.
x. Do they like you back? i'm writing tom, working on daniel, haven't contacted the rest. those "others" i think like me as friends, but nothing esle
x. Does anyone have a crush on you? it's a secret if they do!
x. What turns you on?: tickling, muscles
x. What turns you off?: big egos
x. Which celebrities do you find attractive?: tom felton, daniel radcliffe, aaron carter? ha just kidding...?
.:The Perverted:.
x. Have you ever watched porn? no
x. Did you enjoy it? i'm sure i wouldn't
x. Do you fuck or make love? don't know yet
x. Have you ever had sex with a girl? no, and i never will
x. Have you ever had sex with a boy? no
x. Have you ever kissed a girl? no
x. Have you ever kissed a boy?no
x. Have you ever gone down on someone? no
x. Has anyone gone down on you? no
x. Have you ever used any sex toys? no
x. Do you masturbate? no
x. Do you like S&M? arrgh no
x. Are you sexually shy? yes
x. How many sexual partners have you had? none
x. Would you ever make out with someone outside your race/religion? yes
x. Would you ever make out with someone who has bad hygiene? no, gnarly
x. Who do you want to make out with right now? tom as draco malfoy
x. Who do you want to have sex with right now? draco malfoy... oh such a bad boy. too bad he's fictional. but i'd choose the actor who plays him... if i have to (ha ha)
x. Are you a kitten in bed? sure, why not
x. When was your last perverted dream? the other day
x. What/who was it about? draco malfoy and a private school in england
x. Where is the weirdest place you've ever had sex? i'm sure it will be, one day, in a taco bell restaurant. in the bathroom of course! or an elevator.
x. Have you done it in public? no
x. Are you comfortable being naked around people? no
x. What gives you goosebumps? boys, near death experiences, walking alone outside at night, and scary movies
.:The Morals:.
x. Would you kiss someone you don't love? yes
x. Would you have sex with someone you don't love? no
x. Do you believe in sex before marriage? absolutely not
x. Have you ever been in love? no
.:The Ending:.
x. What is the time? 2303
x. How long did this take you? half an hour
x. Did you enjoy this? yeah
x. Are you a pervert? no
x. What did you do most during this survey? crack my knuckles, check to see if anyone was standing behind me






































