i don't think i have told anyone, but i have a live journal now. i'm not sure if i want to tell people about it though. maybe i should keep this one secret? hmm... i don't know. tomorrow i'm sleeping over at antoinette's house, and i think i get to drive there which should be really fun. but that is a very slight maybe, probably not. my dad may be too tired. i still have to pack for the whole thing though. today was pretty fun. My life has become consumed with neopets, that really stupid game i used to play in the fifth grade. there is something about it... maybe i feel more independent handling my own "money" and getting "money" from playing "games", i mean games. i don't know. i've been very lazy lately, not very happy about that. my room = inhabitable. i sleep there, and wash my face and brush my teeth and get dressed. and i never go in for the rest of the day. i have to read a book for history class still, and i have to finish writing in my yoga journal.
we watched the emperors club today, and again, it made me all teary eyed. it really is a good movie.
iiiii have to go. i have that whole packing thing... oh wait, no school tomorrow... i don't have to pack until tomorrow! HA HA! well i have to go do not neopets.
Julia

Sunday, December 28, 2003 :::

I believe it was on Christmas eve's eve when I was returning from dropping off my little sister at her friends house for a sleep over. On the way back I was driving along Theiss Mail in front of doerre and spotted an animal in the middle of my lane. With my lightning quick reflexes I slammed on the brakes and maneuvered the car out of the path of the animal while not going into the ditch. My tires slid well past the where the little guy should have been but I didn't feel or hear a thump. I opened my door and looked back on the pavement and saw a big raccoon writhing on its back in a small spatter of blood. I assumed I'd made contact with the unlucky bastard and he must be in pain so I pulled into a driveway and assessed the situation. I figured I could run over it again at speed and try and kill it but I'd have to hit his head. I also had the .22 and some rounds in the trunk so I thought I could just shoot it. I called my dad and he frowned upon the gun idea, since there was a steady stream of traffic. He advised me to just leave it there to die in the street. By now Ricky Raccoon had gotten to his feet but wasn't moving out of the street. It appeared the only part or parts of him I hit were his leg/legs. Reluctantly I drove home leaving Ricky there for dead. I felt bad about hitting him but he probably had a better chance of survival with me than with anyone else. I wasn't speeding and was paying attention so I had about the quickest reaction possible. Wasn't enough for little Ricky though. May my poor, fuzzy, mutilated little friend rest in piece.

Here's to you Ricky. WE"LL NEVER FORGET YOU!!!

Hope it wasnt a mama raccoon. Who'll take care of the babies?



PICTURE OF RACOONS



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i stubbled across this when logging in. i thought it was the funniest thing i'd ever seen, and by some random guy too!

i did go to the mixer, yipee hooray! it was really fun. last weekend i went over to annies house, and we went to HOUSTONS and hung out around her house, and she gave me a tour, very private and exclusive, and then courtney came over, and we rented some movies, and then we watched lord of the rings, and caroline came over, then antoinette, so we all hung out, then courtney left for a while, so we played clue forever, then we ordered pizza, then courtney came back, then we watched degrassi and radio free roscoe, and then we played more clue, and then we watched lord of the rings, and then my dad called and said i couldn't go to the movie the next day which we had been planning forever, so i was really depressed, and then we stayed up and talked, then courtney left early and i left at noon. it was pretty fun. it's christmas eve! how exciting! i'll feel so lonely when christmas is over, its like, what will be left to do? nothing to look forward to but school... gross. we bought a ping pong table today, with what money i don't know. tonight the whole family will be watching a christmas story, my dad is coming home from work early, we're eating fireman sandwiches, baking sugar cookies, decorating the cookies, opening one gift, watching more movies, reading, "the night before christmas," and probably some scripture passages, roasting marshmallows over the fire, and then going to bed! well, that's at least what i'm pretty sure we'll be doing... i'll blog tomorrow.
jules

i hate school, for the record. this is my last full week, then next week ends friday. i just found out that i'm not sure if i can go to the mixer or not because my mom and dad are hosting this major importante dinner thing and i don't know if i have to babysit or stick around or what. anyway, i'm having a lot of fun, even though school sucks. annie and courtney are amusing me a lot, and antoinette and caroline are being there same cool selves. thank goodness. there have rarely been fights between all of us, and its really refreshing. well, school work is calling, so i'd better go!
Julia

I was reading one of my old friends' old blog, which she doesn't write in any more. I think she is way depressed because it seems like she is so lost and doesn't know where to go. i don't know how i can help, i mean, i try not to be mean to her, and i feel like i shouldn't judge her, but i feel like when we were friends she finally was the head honcho, so she took over and picked on everyone else because she finally felt powerful. i mean, she was finally important, but she said such mean things and demanded so much of me. i don't know, i feel bad about it.
anyway this afternoon my mom and i went to go see honey, and it turned out to be really good actually. i liked it a lot, especially jessica alba, she was so cute, and i didn't know she was such a good dancer! hm, you learn something new everyday. anyway, i still have a lot in my room to clean. better get to that
julia

no school tomorrow! yay! i can clean my room and do laundry! maybe i could even sleep! i hope, i'd better go to bed though, i'm soo sleepy

capi

TROGDOR! burninating the whole village! burninating the peasants.... TROGDOOOOOR! TROGDOOOOOOR!

just trying to keep my fans happy. It's december, and i've only got like... 2 and 1/2 weeks until school gets out for break. i can't describe my excitment. excitement. hm. i have church stuff tonight, for like an hour and a half, which cuts into my "the simple life" portion of the night. i also have a lot of homework, because all the classes i had today and yesterday, will be together tomorrow for mom's day. so i kind of have a lot of work to do. i have to write a poem, and i'm having the hardest time doing it, i don't know why. i have some french stuff to do and memorize. dad is gone. mom has started stressing out again. AGAIN, the kids have been so bad again. i can't figure it out. when i'm not there nontheless! they are so so so terrible. i can't take it. my room is sooo soo messy. my brain hurts. my teeth hurt (orthodontist yesterday!) and i'm procrastinating a lot. a lot a lot. i've got and hour and a half to work. then i have to go. so i'd better get to it.