ok, i'm over finding the goshdarn website. i give up. anyway, i have heard complaints that i am not updating enough, and i'm oh so sorry, when i get free time, i promise, i will update my weblog. anyway, tomorrow, theres not really school. i don't really know what i want to do for my speech. like, i have to choose a topic, and i have no idea what to do. ah well, i'll decide soon enough. mary left sunday, and i really miss her. i feel like a part of me is gone, and when i come home and look around for her, i have to remind myself that she went back to college. and thats about all. i get up early tomorrow, so i'd best be off.
Jules

my friend has this blog, and she won't tell anyone the title. and it upsets me, because those kind of things could help people to understand someone better. whatever. i will find this sight gosh darn it! (yeah. right.) oh well. people tell me that i don't update enough. yeah, whateva. so my birthday is coming up. i turn fifteen. that is some pretty cool stuff.so, i think that's about all. i just thought that i should check in, you know, let everyone know i'm not dead or anything, and then just go. there really is nothing to talk about.

san diego was awesome, and i brought a digital camera, i'd put the pictures online, but i can't find the link. darn it. i miss california so much, i cried when i woke up because i missed the cool people and the freedom and the elevator people and the del, and the freedom, and the beach! oh the beach! and the prettyiness. it is all so sad. you know, no one reads this web site, so whats the point of typing? oh yeah, for my own amusement. ha ha ha. what do i have to do to get my name noticed on mary's web site? do i have to talk about mexicans and shooting pistolas or whatever. ok. "oh my. tostado's are so cool. woo woo! watch out, they might poke your eyes out if you throw them around peoples faces." geez. man, who has seen the show on MTV called "punk'D" ashton kutcher is the host and he's wicked cute, and i love what he does. he tells people via microphones in the ear and tells them to go up to celebrities and play pranks on them. what a great show. well i'd better go. nothing good to do, but i'm pretty tired of typing, and i've got to go check show times for clone high and punk'D and other great shows.
Jules

I'm really sad. I'm going to san diego on saturday, and i'm excited about that and all, but i had my hopes up once again for the idea that i would get to take my dad's camera. i mean, its one of those oldish ones, where you have to wind up after you take the picture, and my sister already has a camera of her own. one like it, only for modern. so she doesn't like that one apparently any more, and we've only got one short lense. she's of course taking my dad's camera. i don't know, i've been interested in photography for a while, i just never talk to anyone about it. i really like those black and whites, their dramatic like my personality, but i like color too, because its so bright and happy like me. i wanted to actually take some good photos of san diego, and i'll instead get crummy disposable camera ones. this makes me so sad.

this saturday i am going with my best friend to san fransisco. i mean, how cool is that. i still have so much junk to get though, and i don't know if i'll have enough money, and i am supposed to bring my dads camera but seeing as my sister hates me, it probably won't happen. we're staying at the del, and it should be really fun. i might even swim with the dolphins, we'll see, and that would be fun! i don't have much more news other then that, so i'll leave now, but everyone email me or write me or something. i haven't receieved real mail for like 2 months.
Jules